5k!~ :)

today, 3rd February 2011... a first day of Chinese New Year of the rabbit year... :) i work at GSC today... Double pay okay!!!~ :) when i enter Box Office (B.O), Kak Mathu smile to me... i go and take float n start to search for an available counter... i saw only Suhaimie was in the reservation counter... so i go there n key in my password on the computer next to him... then, we went for briefing by kak Mathu...

tis one time, k. mathu said "okay, target for today is 6 for normal counter n 4, no no no... 5 for Gold Class and Reservation Counter..." I was blurr that time.. so i ask Farah... "Apa yang 6 apa yang 4 ngan 5?" F : Kita sekarang ada target nk capai... Hari ni 6k... selagi tak capai target tu, tak leh balik... Me : Huh? Tatau pun.. Sejak bila? F : Baru-baru je.. Me : habis la camtu... tak sampai target tak leh balik... F sekadar membuat tidak tahu... then, after singing a CNY song, we went to our counter...

kat reservation counter, ada la berapa kerat jek customer... i tak kisah sgt... buat cam biasa jek...takdela rushing nk ambik customer... then i dengar budak2 kat normal counter tu bukan main lagi nak tarik cust... siap ketuk2 counter pakai "next counter" nyer plate... hahahah.... so i ckp la kat suhaimie tu... "semangat gila budak2 tu panggil cust.." suhaimie gelak jek.. "yela nk kejar target nyer pasal.." at first, i tot 5k tu for the 3 counter.. maksud i gold class n 2 reservation counter nyer sales = 5k.. skalinya bukan... setiap 3 kaunter tu kena capai 5k... i tkejut gila ms tau benda tu... lau tau, i tarik suhaimie nyer cust pagi tu... hahaha.. baru nk menyesal kan.. suhamie la byk clearkan kekeliruan i pasal target tu hari ni... sambil layan cust, sambil borak ngan dia... ms tu baru taw sal target2 ni semua... baru taw, lau tak capai target, kena stay tp gaji ot tak jalan... sbr je la.. i dh risau.. tgk cust reservation mmg bole dikira ngan jari.. lagi2 i duduk collection counter... mcm suhaimie, takpela.. duduk GSC card counter... mmg confirm ada sales... i ni byk e-payment jek.. lepas break, i duduk kaunter biasa sebab takde sapa nk g break... tp kejap jek.. tak lama lepas tu, gayu mintak ganti dia... so tukar lik reservation... ms tu stat ramai cust beratur... tp ramai yang e-payment... lepas tu i fkr, lantak la kot2 tak dapat target pun.. nak wat camana kan.. bukan kita tak usaha.. dh usaha.. tp cust takde.. nk buat macam mana.. ye tak?? hehe...

tp 4.30 mcm tu, tetiba alex suruh close counter... i dh blurr.. eh, tak capai target lagi... tp dh kena suruh tutup... i tak layan ar... lepas tu alex gtau lik leh close sebab i nyer sales dah 4k++ i terkejut la.. biar betul... lepas tu i continue jek... then, dalam 5 mins lepas tu, zarin remind me that alex suruh close sebab target dh okay... i wat tatau jugak.. dalam 5 mins later, zarin datang lagi... so last2 i close jugak... i bawak semua duit... then tunggu alex kira... lepas tu i tgk dia letak figure sales i 4700(rounding figure)... ms tu tgk jam baru 4.45pm... terkejut jugak la.. i manage to get up to almost 5k until that time.. by that time, hari ni lucky pulak takde short... terus leh balik... hebat tak.. aha.. so, i dengan selamber yaya berjalan2 dan berborak2 di luar sbb nk tgu ms punch out... :) unsangkarable :) hehe.. 5k tue!!!~ hehhee.. kot2 la leh bawak 2.5 k dari sales tu balik, mmg tak hengat la... setiap hr i nk keja... hahaha...

Itula S.A.Y.A.N.G~ :)

Tanya sama H.A.T.I
Apa asal S.A.Y.A.N.G
Adakah tandanya nampak dipandang
Kumbang Rayu Bunga
Bulan dan Bintangnya
Punya tanda-tanda Hubungan M.E.S.R.A

Tanya sama H.A.T.I
Pernahkah M.E.R.I.N.D.U
Ingat masa lena apa mimpimu
Masa berjauhan apa nak dikenang
Bila difahamkan itulah S.A.Y.A.N.G...

blogger's review : 'itulah sayang' is actually a well known song originated singing by our late Allahyarham Tan Sri P. Ramlee and Normadiah... before tis, i tak pernah suka bila lagu-lagu P. Ramlee ni di ubah suai in a new version... seriously.. okayla, maybe ada a few yang i boleh accept... but most of it, i don't like... prefer the original one... :) but for tis new version of 'itulah sayang' by Yuna, Najwa, Mira from Tilu n also Liyana Fizi i liked it muchoz at the first moment i heard it on the radio... seriously, im loving it... heheheh...

then, i'd try to search for the song but i cannot find it since i search for "tanya sama hati"... i tot it was only sang by yuna... but then, i try to search for the song title from carta 40 era... n i found it!!!~ ehee... n then, search for the song on youtube... n i found tis vids... hahahaha... 4 gediks gal on itulah sayang... first time i saw them, i was laughing n smiling with their attitude n behavior.. so commmelllss n gedikz... but not gedikszz yang sgt gedikszzz sampai wat menyampah... tp a fun one n keep u smile... hehee... maybe becoz of the song also... a catchy song indeed... hehehe... so, i rasa nk upload it... when u stress or not smiling, watching tis vid will make u smile n ur stress go away... Insyaallah.. :) serious, tis vid is cute... :) (lau la i, confirm kaku cam kayu jek vids ni... hahahha....imagining myself on the clips... ;p mmg tak leh ar... hehehe... )

n korang perasan tak, actually tis new version of 'itulah sayang', part of the music dia gabungkan music from all the singers... ada part lagu yuna (dan sebenarnya).... itu je la lagu i perasan.. hahahha... then, i suka gak part last dia... sgt best the sound arrangement... pendek kata, mmg suka lagu ni dari a sampai z la... :) hehehe... so, peeps.... do sit down n njoy okay... *smile :)*

M.I.M.P.I itu indah~ :)

i was very tired tis few days n weeks... a lot of things happen n a lot of things i need to think of.. sedaya upaya i elak untuk rasa stress sebab i tamao rasa stress... nanti makin complicated... huuh....


bila i penat sgt, today i ttdo lepas maghrib... mmg 'terbaek' la tdo time2 maghrib kan... uhuhu... then, i bermimpi... mimpi yang indah sekali yang buat i bila bangun tersenyum jap... :)


i mimpi sal R.Y.J... :) before tis, i pnah sent email n mesej in fb to him regarding our relationship... bout the chances n the feeling... then, he only replied "i'll reply ur msg later, okay?" huhu.. than, today i mimpi dia hantar mesej "okay, i want to give it a chance.. so, bila nak kuar date?" then, tak ingat sangat.. tp lepas tu i tau, kita orang dh ada kat dlm hall tgh tgk movie n then we went for dinner... n lepas tu, i tjaga n i smile... tp jap jek.. sebab lepas tu my headache mula menyerang... huhu...


thinking lik sal mimpi tu... hmm.. tatau nk rasa apa... tp i pernah dengar dari someone.. tp tak ingat siapa.. dia kata 'kalau kita mimpi something, mesti kat dalam real life happen sebaliknya...' tak tau sejauh mana betul benda ni... contoh nya i mimpi i dapat kereta baru... tp real life i tak dapat kereta baru pun tapi dapat bad things... macam kereta rosak ke... tp serious, tatau betul ke tak... huhu... apapun, mimpikan cuma mainan tidur... huhuh...


apapun, i tetap rasa happy sekejap sal mimpi ni... maybe sebab i masih berharap sedikit dekat dia... tp lepas tu, tamao fkr dh... sebab tahu : 1) mimpi sekadar mainan tidur 2) mmg antara i n R.Y.J dah takde jodoh 3) R.Y.J takkan terima i kembali dlm hdp dia 4) R.Y.J takkan reply mesej tu.... (actually temph ms yg i beri tuk tgu dia reply tu dh tamat... so, mmg patut stat move on la kan...huhuh..)


walaupun sedar semua sebab2 di atas nie, i tetap rasa happy n lupa sal mslh yg mbebankan walaupun tuk sekejap... :) sekurang2nya, hilang rasa stress tu... :)


so, moral of the story is jangan la tdo tyme maghrib... kot keluar mimpi indah, takpe.. mau keluar mimpi tidak indah, camana?? hahaha... renung2kanlah.. :)

It's E.L.E.V.E.N =)

1st February 2011

Congratulation to my dearest babe Fatin Amira Junaidi n my fren Abdul Hafiz Abdul Razak for being 11th today... :) eh, not that their age is 11 today... but their sweet n lovely relationship... :) :) :) dah 11 tahun mereka mengharungi suka duka pahit manis gembira sedih bersama-sama sebagai pasangan kekasih... seriusly, i adore them n their relationship n how they manage them... should ask for the tips from them regarding relationship... :)

Ingat lagi... kisah cinta A n A (aten n apiz) ni bermula di tahun 2000... time tu we r still at kolej, form 2... my babe ni ramai peminat... p-jule, krel (yg diketahui la.. yg tak diketahui lagi ramai... =)) n luckily she didnt fall for them n choose apiz... if not, tatau la... hahaha.. jahat nyer i... hehe.. kenangan lalu mengusik jiwa la pulak.. hehee... tyme tu mayb semua still being childish... but now, them, me... us... grown up already and have our own life... =)

babe n apiz, semoga kebahagian kekal bersama kitak duak okay... n semoga kitak duak sabar n tabah harungi dugaaan, rintangan, pahit manis, bersama2... mun ada masalah ka bincang la k... n mek harap kitak duak happy2 selalu... any good news, mek mok jadi di antara yang terawal tauk k... :) so both of u, stay loving doving, stay cute, keep ur relationship fresh n the love blossom each day of both ur life k... n mek doakan jodoh kitak duak kuat sampei ke akhir hayat.... :)

n to apis, selamat hari tua!!!! you're 25 tis year n yet im still fifteen... hahahah... sikdala... semoga panjang umur, dimurahkan rezeki.... be happy in everything u do.. hope kitak duak happy2 selalu okay... congratulation again~ :) -lotsa love, mimie :)-

baju seksi SENGET~ :)

B : Hello

A : Assalamualaikum

B : Waalaikumsalam

A : Batrisha, ni Pak Nil la...

B : (Gelak comel)

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A : Panjang ke pendek rambut awak?

B : Pendek..

A : Kenapa tak bela rambut panjang?

B : Tamao~ Lemas lah... Panas lah...

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B : Hari ni cuti sekolah

A : Oh, hari ni cuti sekolah... Sekolah kat mana?

B : Sekolah Kampung Pasiaq (Pasir) Merebuk ( Ni i tak sure), Kedah..

A : Dekat rumah tolong mak tak?

B : Batrisha baru bangkit tidoq...

A : Owh, baru bangkit tdoq... kenapa tdoq siang2?

B : Tdoq siang lagi syok

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A : Nak tidoq gelap2 ke?

B : Sukaaa tidoq gelap2... Aircond ada...

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B : Happy besday, uncle...

A : Bila pulak besday uncle?

B : Nanti nak beli kek kat uncle.. kek besar la.. nak warna apa tu?

A : Uncle nak warna pink

B : Pink tu warna pempuan la...

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A : Batrisha, baju Batrisha seksi ke?

B : Berdosala kalau pakai baju seksi.. nanti berdosa Tuhan maRah... ( R i letak huruf besar sebab nak tekankan loghat dia... ) masuk api neraka uncle... tak malu... sapa nk p jalan2, jangan pakai bj seksi SENGET (ni tatau apa maksud dia.. tp comelss~)... pki baju biasa xpela...

A : Baju seksi kan cantik?

B : Ai!!!~ Nampak ketiaq la... mana bole pakai baju seksi nampak ketiaq...


Comelsss gila babas a 6 year old Batrisha from Kedah... boleh dengar kat ERA.FM dalam segment Cayang Dia (tarikh siaran 26 Januari 2011)... dengar sendiri lebih best... loghat Kedah dia, terbaek la... tulus jek budak 6 tahun punya percakapan.. so, selamat mendengar dan tersenyum dengan kaletah Batrisha ni.. :) njoy~

KuCHiNg!!!~

Finnally arrived at Kuching International Airport yesterday... Yeehaaa.... glad to see all those faces i missed a lot... all those plat numbers starting wif 'Q' n those places i want to see before this when im in kl... huhuhu.... what a great pleasure to be here in my own home town... HOME SWEET HOME... places where i belong, where my heart is... :)

The Door Was Close Until Further Notice~

Today, I have decide to get out of this nonsense thing, this situation… I have decided to close the door of my heart until one time that I am ready to open it up again for guys… I just had enough of all this heart break, all this playing games with my hearts, all this waiting n what ever thing n situation that hurt me all this while. I just had enough. I decide not to wait for Mr. A anymore n yet not going to give any chances to other guys as well until one time that I’m sure I’m ready for that.

Seriously, I cannot bare it anymore. I just cant wait n to be broken hearted again. I’ve been through a lot of situation that hurt me n I just cant bare it anymore. My heart n feeling is not something to be fooled around, to be played around… people don’t know how it feels to be one like a living doll, how it feels to be the one who had been fooled around, how it feels to be one who other peoples thing that it has no feeling, how it feels to be the one that given hopes n yet the hopes didn’t even exist… people just don’t know how it felt…. It was like a heart crinkled by something hard, n waiting the time to burst into the air…. The cut was deep n it just can’t stop bleeding….

Mr A : Decide not to wait for Mr. A coz im tired of waiting. Im tired of giving hints n yet he act nothing, he ignore everything… I’m not trying to push him to select me as his gf… I just want to know what did he felt for me… why does he start all this at the first moment if he just want to play around… No matter what reasons for him to holds up what ever he does, I just cant wait anymore… Let he keeps all those reasons why… im tired of being a stupid one… chasing something that don’t worth to… chasing something that doesn’t care… giving hints to someone who ignores it… im just too tired of all that… Jangan nanti bila I dah takde perasaan kat dia, dia kembali terhegeh2 dekat i…. (becoz that’s what usually happen to me… huhu…) maybe, cannot stop immediately to let go of him, to forget about him… it takes time… n im willing to give that time for my own sake… I noe, I will let go of him, let go of what ever memory we’ve been through, let go all related things to him one day… it takes sometime to healed… huhu… n I just hope, Mr. A will be happy in what ever he do.

Z H : He had come back… but I don’t really like of this come back. I’m sure of my feeling towards this guy. I’ve try to open my heart n give chance to him to prove that he can find the key to my heart before. N yet he couple up with some one else. Bermati-matian asking bout me from others, getting helps from others to get me, stalked my FB profile everyday in order to know what am I doing, give hints towards me about his feeling n at last he couple with other girl…. Am I that hina? I ni takde perasaan ke? Boleh dibuat sesuka hati macam tu? Apa motif dia? Nak tengok sejauh mana I bg response than just ignore my feeling? Nak tengok sejauh mana dia macho sebab dapat permainkan perasaan perempuan??? OMG! Im not a specimen okay. Im not a doll that doesn’t have any feeling n heartless. Im a human, a girl with feeling n heart. Lepas buat camtu, kena tinggal dengan perempuan lain, then come back to me??? Gila apa… he had ruined his own chances by doing all that!! N bila buat come back, serious I don’t like the way he had tried so hard to win back my heart. I just can accept it. He try so hard to get me…. He want to win back my heart mcm petik jari. Lagi cepat lagi bagus… don’t want to wait any minutes to have my attention again. Oh, tolonglah… ingat aku neh apa? Lepas ko buat macam tu, ko ingat senang2 aku nak beri peluang kedua??? Mmg takkan lah…. For your information, u neh dh jadi slh satu penyebab I hilang trust towards men.. hilang trust towards what ever man said to woman… walaupun bukan penyebab utama, tp terimala hakikat yg u dh jadi one of the reasons why… huhu… Giving him a second chance??? Hmm, let the destiny n time be judges n decide the answer… I just don’t want to think bout other people’s feeling anymore… it’s time to be selfish n just thinking of my feeling….

Fahmi : I don’t know how to tell him that I don’t have feeling towards him. All this while, he is just a friend of mine. Nothing more…. My geng, my buddies but never will be more. He had confess what he felt for me in one email n I’ve reply to him. I mention that I cant fall for him coz I’ve fall for someone else. Even if I don’t fall for anybody, still I cannot accept him as my boyfie. Maybe we just meant to be friends. But he never try to accept it, not even once. Still trying to win my heart, trying to ignore what ever I told him before… Ish, tak boleh ke fhm bhsa Melayu yg senang tu. Aku tak boleh terima ko, okay. As for me, once I consider him as a close friend, hard for me to chance it to something else or something more. I mmg susah nak tukar taraf orang yg kawan dengan i. Kalau I dh terima dia as a geng rapat, mmg susah nak tukar benda tu g benda lain mcm jadi bf ke. Dh ckp, tp dia macam buat aku neh tak pernah cakap apa2. Aduila, tolong la faham… Tak payah nk ckp syg2, rindu2 segala bagai… I just cannot accept n reply it. Ingatkan lepas gtau perkara sebenar, dia leh terima me as a friend like before. Tp dia ignore la pulak apa aku ckp yg benar tuh… waaa, sakitnya bila fikir…

So, sekarang ni… I try to let go of Mr. A slowly, tapi tak beri peluang untuk lelaki lain as well. I just want to be alone… Pampered myself, take care of my own feeling instead of other, n focus on job seeking. Tak nak dengar apa orang cakap, tak nak fikir apa orang rasa, tak nak ambik tau apa orang fikir…. It’s my heart n feeling… I decide what is the best for me…. Not other people… So, sekarang ni, ko suka aku ke, ko nak rebut hati aku balik ke, ko nak permainkan perasaan aku ke, ko nk kata ko rindu ke, ko nak hold apa ko rasa kat aku ke, ko nak buat apa, AKU TAK KISAH… sekarang, yg aku tau, aku nak jaga hati aku sendiri… Aku dh penat jaga hati orang lain, tapi orang tak pernah pun nak consider jaga hati aku… Just nak jadi single, tak nak peduli perasaan suka kat orang lain or tak nak consider perasaan suka orang lain kat I… I just want to be alone… Semoga ada seseorang yang akan menyuluhkan sinar bahagia buatku di masa hadapan… Semoga akan berjumpa dengan seseorang yg betul2 penyabar untuk cari kunci pintu hati I… Semoga ada orang yang mmg ikhlas nak dekati I, yg terima I seadanya, yg tahu I juga punya hati dan perasaan, yg tahu I bukan barang permainan dan yang akan jaga diri dan hati I seikhlas n sejujurnya…. Amiin…