Have U...? Do U...? Will U....?

Have u ever realize the presence of her in life?
Have u ever realize what she feel?

Do u ever see deep through her eyes? And felt what she felt inside?
Do u ever think to make her happy n wipe away her tears whenever she cried?

Will u ever recognize when she's no longer be in front of u? Smiling at u? Made your day brighter?
Will u ever search for her in crowd when she's not around u? when she's no longer beside u? Will u?

{silent, is the best way...}

Blog dah berhabuk~

Aiseh, lama gila kowt tak post apa2 kat blog... last post was on June 3rd... Now dah November, middle... aiseh... Berabuk dah precious crown nie... adeh!~

Before this, busy kowt... tak sempat nak post... n worst, takde benda best nak di 'share'... hehehe...

Takpe2, lepas2 ni lau ada masa, i update apa yang bole k...

Njoy reading my nonsense-merepek-tepek punya blog.. :)

eyeliner TAK MUDAH PATAH~ :)

tonight ( 3rd june 2011), me n mama membelek2 barang yang baru dibeli dari butik Avon petang tadi... n this one part,



mama : eye liner Avon ni okay ke?


me : kakak tak suka sangat pakai yang pencil dia...tak berapa best... sebab cepat patah..


mama : la ye ke..


n tetiba adik ku yang comot menyampuk....



adikku yang comot : la, apa susah! pakai STABILO sudah... tak mudah patah... (muka innocent)



n serentak tu i n mama gelak sakan... lucu tolla adikku nan satu itu... bole pulak dia promote 'stabilo yang tak cepat patah' tu jadi eye liner.. hahaha...


just for a laugh~ :)

His Name Again n Again~

i noe im not supposed to blog bout him again.. coz i make a vow to myself not to think bout him.. only by that way,ill move on n b strong.. huhu.. but then,in this entri, i would like to blog bout him.. huhu..

i dont know y,i kept listening to his name this few days... ada jek org sebut 4 hrf nama dia tu... this one person say r _ _ i... that one person mentioning r_ _ i...it's a suratan or kebetulan? i dont know.. huhu...

tis two situation which involving his name i remember the most... huhu..

1) yesterday, i went lunch with azril.. before that,in a sms,he wrote 'i dh smpi ioi.. jap g i r _ _ i tmpt mkn k...'
by the time i read the sms,i was shock to death...pelik caner dak azril tu taw sal rj... huhu.. dia mmg pnah tgk gmbr ingan rj.. tp dia tak pnah tya nama.. so dia mmg tatau.. sebab tu i tkejut gla... then,i tya dia lik dlm fb... maksud r_ _ i tu,usha,mencari la,lbh kurang... huhu...

2) this morning,i listen to hitz.fm..that time was a gotcha call to someone name miziani if im not mistaken..then,at this one point....
dj : who r u asking to pay for it?
mz : my boyfriend..
dj : what is his name?
mz : r _ _ I
(i was shock again tis time... 1st bcoz of da name n 2nd bcoz of his gf's name.. huhu...as far as i concern, rj's current gf name is AR. huhu.. )
dj : how much do u trust this r _ _ i?
so atlast da hitz.fm crew revealed who was the mastermind of this gotcha call today.. n it was r_ _ i...

ms dgr nama tu byk kali,i cam heartless.. cam takde perasaan.. tp at one point,i still feel the pain.. huhu...

i juz hope he's doing fine wherever he may b..n regardless what he's doing..

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ready to mingle again~ :)

i work at gsc today.. spt biasa,dtg lmbt n for sure mmg takde kaunter ar.. he.. at tiz one point,kak mathu tya i nk break ke nk gnti.. n i ckp x kisah.. so dia suruh i bukak kaunter.. n i can say it is a lucky day? haha..

i duduk kaunter last skali sblh priti.. tak lama lepas i bukak kaunter tu,ada a group of guys datang kat kaunter priti.. i ngah ada cust ms tu.. so,mmg x ambik port sgt cust sebelah.. tp kita akan dpt rasa something bla ada org dok stare at us rite.. usually woman have that sense.. haha..

n i felt that! haha.. cm ada org dok pndg apa i wat.. so i dongak kepala n trus btentang mata ngan sorg guy.. pki cap biru n baju putih.. i trus tunduk lik.. cam ada spark lak bla i pndg dia tue.. haha.. tp i ttp rasa ada org still pndg kat i.. tp wat bodo jek la.. hehe.. tp ntah nape i angkat kepala lagi.. mcm nk tgk lik mata tu.. bengong kan.. n yes! HE IS STILL STARING AT ME.. malu siot time tu.. terasa panas muka i.. haha.. dia mcm pndg tak bkelip.. adeh.. sgt shy la i... hehe..

lps tu i nk panggil next cust.. oleh krn i duDuk kat hujung,cust tak nmpk i.. i rang da bell n angkat tgn sbb this grup of guy blocking da view of my caunter.. ms i nk pgl next cust tu, i ngan guy yg tu bertentang mata skali lg.. aiseh,tu dia.. malu lg!~ he.. i cpt2 tunduk.. tp tpaksa angkat kpala sbb takde cust yg dtg.. ms tu dia ngah plh sit smbil ekor mata pndang i..i ckp 'next' br ada cust dtg.. smentara nk tgu cust tu smpi kat kaunter i,i pndg priti.. tp ekor mata i pndg dia.. haha.. Gatal kan.. ;p lps tu i lyn cust i..so mmg tak ambik port ar kaunter priti tue.. tp still i rasa ada org pndg i.. i trus lyn cust i.. tp ntah nape,priti yg biasa wat cpt tp td mcm lma la pulak group of guys neh kat kaunter dia.. mcm bg pluang lak kan.. haha..

i dh siap lyn cust i,dak2 tu msh ada kat kaunter priti.. ms i tekan bell nk pgl next cust, dia ngah kuarkan duit dr wallet smbil ckp ngan kwn dia..tp still nmpk ekor mata dia pndg i.. n lepas tu kwn dia pandang i.. aiseh,malu lagi.. tfikir gak ada apa2 ke kat muka or baju i or apa2 lain yg pelik kat i.. hahah.. lepas dia kuarkan duit tu,dia pandang i lagi.. then, i lyn cust i.. n i takde change of 1-1.. i tya priti,dia ada change tak.. saje jek sbnrnya.. tp mmg i takde change pun.. priti ckp dia takde..i nmpk dia cam nk kuarkan wallet.. haha.. tataula apa.motif dia kn.. pastu priti bg gak 1-1 kat i.. i bagi baki kat cust, n ms tu priti dh ada cust lain.. tp dia org still ada kat dpn kaunter kita org n i pn tkn bell.. n ms tu i nmpk dia panggilkan cust tuk i.. beria giler dia panggil... haha.. pastu dia pndg i lagi n baru dia gerak..

ms tu i ckp kat priti......
me : handsome la guy tadi...
priti : yg mana?
me : yg pki........
priti : aiyo! he kept staring at u la td! u tak perasan ke?
me : aik,sapa?
priti : the guy u ckp handsome tu la..
me : yg pki cap tu kan? (tis is quite obvious since dia sorang jek pki cap)
priti : aah.. dia asyik pndg u u noe.. dr smpi kaunter until dia nak lik pun dia pandang u.. :)

i trs senyum jek.. lepas tu i lyn cust..a few minutes later,i tya priti....
me : wut muvie they watch?
priti : insideous at 4.15pm..
me : owh,lmbt g.. ilek lu.. hehehe..

priti also sengih.. then,few minutes later...
me : priti,ill b a steward at four pm okay..

n priti gelak skali ngan i.. haha...lps tu i g break.. balik dr break tu,priti tya i....

priti : u break ngan sapa?
me : sorang jek.. i was hoping n waiting for that guy to accompany.. hehehe..
priti : i was hoping too... hahaha..

pastu kita dua org gelak sm2..hehe.. after break,i takde counter.. so i juz simply mlepak la.. haha.. then i go for solat at 3.30++.. sj g time tu sebab tau hall dia akan bukak at 4pm..hehe.. gedix kan.. ;p lepas i p solat,still da clock doesnt strike 4 yet.. tp ms i otw nk lik b.o.,i tserempak ngan ja,sugun n tamil..dia org ngah tgk movie (tuk bezakan 3d,2d n normal spya sng nk gtau kat cust..) so i plan nak follow dia org.. hehe.. niat lain sbnrnya.. he..

so i lik bo n konon2 tya k.mathu mana dak2 tu p.. so k.mathu suruh i join Dia org.. hehe.. so i p tgk normal pirates jap.. pastu dlm kul 4 tu i keluar.. i g checkpoint n konon2 borak ngan steward tya hall 2d kat maNa n kul bpa.. haha.. pdhal tunggu bnda lain.. tp smpi 4.15pm pn x nmpk byg lagi.. i trfkr yg dia org dh msk.. huhu.. so i lik bo ngan perasaan hampa.. haha.. i tot of seeing that face once more.. huhu..

bla i smpi bo,k.mathu suruh i gnti shanker.. ms ngah tgu shanker kra Duit,i tpandang that guy pki cap biru tu.. i trs pass my money to kanmni n ran out from bo tuk kejar dia orng.. hahha.. i taw mmg gedix.. haha... dia org jln laju.. i dpt kejar tp i berada d blkg dia org.. x leh nk gerak dpn ckit nk bg dia org perasan i even exist there.. hehe.. coz,geng dia org jln sederet.. huhu.. tp before dia g naik tga nk ke hall 7,i sempat menyelit tepi dia.. konon nk langgar ar.. alih2, i langgar beg dia jek yg tak beri kesan pn kat dia... aiyak!!~ mission gagal... haha..

so i lik bo ngan prasaan keciwa.. haha.. i lik dlm keadaan tmengah2, sbb blari n terus bukak kaunter.. i cek system,movie dia hbs kul bpa n set nk tgu kat luar time time tu.. muvi dia habis dalam kul 6.07pm..

priti : y r u look tired?
me : blari tadi..
priti : from where?
me : tgk muvi!
priti : u jmpa tak that guy?
me : x smpt la.. huhu..
priti : tp dia mmg stare at u u noe.. x bkelip pulak tu..
me : (gelak)
priti : ms i tekan bell tu,dia actually nk g kaunter u taw..
me : huh? ye ke?
priti : yep.. tp u ada customer.. nmpk dia cm frust..
me gelak lg.. he..
priti : sejak tu dia asyik pndg u... i pelik jugak mula2.. dia pandang apa.. sbb tu i taw dia asyik pndg u.. hehe..
me gelak kuat..
priti : dia ada ckp ngan kawan dia 'weh,tgk hamimah.. tgk hamimah..' pastu dia senyum.. lepas tu time Dia keluarkan duit pn,dia srill nk pndg u.. dia mcm tamao bhenti pndg u la..
me gelak lagi.. (tatau nk ckp apa dah)..huhu..
me : xpela priti.. next mission is at 6 o'clock..
then both of us gelak...

dlm kul 6++,i gerak keluar.. i gtau alex i nk g toilet.. tp i mmg p pun.. hehe.. lik dr toilet,i.tgu kat pintu yg lalun keluar tuk hall dia.. tp takde pulak dia n da geng.. org lain ada pulak.. huhu.. n lepas tu kantoi ngan ja.. ja ckp kak mathu cr.. tpaksa la i msk time tu jugak..

lps jmpa k.mathu,i bukak kaunter ngan perasaan keciwa lgi.. haha.. n ms i lyn second cust lepas i bukak kaunter tu,i nampak dia n geng keluar dr pintu yg i tgu tadi... aiseh,tlepas lg pluang.. lau cust tu dh byr,i bole jekk run p kat arah dia n konon2 nk wat tlggr lgi.. hahah.. tp cust i ngah pleh sit.. akan nk lari lak tinggal camtu jek.. huhu.. mission gagal lagi.. huhu..

tp takpe la.. take it from a bright side.. let just hope,he'll come again next week.. huhu.. some people say,if u love or like something,let it go... if it come back,it really means for u... hehe.. doa je la dia dtg lik next week.. :)

tp perasan gak.. i neh cam selalu jek fall for guy bercap biru.. haha.. to guy yg paKai cap biru n white shirt tadi,hope us will meet again in future~ :) :) :)

n with this,i am ready to mingle again? ;p

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May's Entry~

hello there peeps... it's been a while right... :) there's a lot of things i wanna share... but then, im very busy currently... so i'll post it later one by one okay... so, ignore the date coz it's not that accurate for meanwhile.. ehehe...

n one more thing, the entries might not be following the sequence of what n when actually happen okay... bila ada masa, i'll just post it.. mana yang mampu post dulu, akan kuar la dulu... wpun benda tu jadinya kemudian.. hehe... get me?

so, sit down, njoy n relax while reading my nonsense-ridiculous entries k peeps... :)

L.A.M.A.R.A.N~

Hot fm hot chat pg ni bcerita ttg lamaran.. n i smpt dgr st kisah ni.. sgt sweet~

kisahnya tjadi 5 thn lepas katanya.. biasa org lelaki akan lamar pmpuan dkt shpg cmplx la,tmn permainan kanak2 la.. tp kes gurl ni lain dr yg lain.. lelaki itu melamar dia di ......... (biarla rahsia tuk takat ni dlu.. let it b a surprise at the moment... =p)

al kisah nya...

tiz girl x pnah bcnta.. st hr dlm bulan ramadhan (lepas terawih n tgu moreh),lelaki ni nk jmpa tiz girl.. girl ni x pnah perasan khadiran guy ni.. {yela,kata pn dtg surau nk beribadat dan mgejar phala blipat ganda kan}.. guy tu nk jmpa tis gurl thru adik gurl ni.. ms jmpa tu la guy ni lamar tis girl.. n girl tu ckp 'sy x pnah bcnta pn sblm ni.. mcm mana sy nk trima cnta awak?'

i tatau la ending dia cner memandangkan FaFau dh interupt tya dia terawih kat surau mana.. hahaha..

doesnt matter what is her answer or regardless da ending,i rasa tis guy is so sweet!!! dia percaya kpd kata hati dan percaya dgn takdir..i can say that,dia yakin Allah bsamanya dan dia tanpa ragu2 trus mlamar pmpuan tu wpun mereka x pnah kenal directly.. dia yakin dan percaya kpd Allah.. n sweetest thing is dia lamar gurl tu d surau n dlm bulan yg pnh barakah.. lau dia org bsama skrg,insyallah hbgn mereka blh diklasifikasikan sbg hubungan barakah.. =)

~pd sesiapa yg ingin btemu jodoh yg baik, slalu slalu la p masjid.. he.~ [niat dah lain dh tue!!! x smestinya x jmpa d msjid org tu x baik ok..]

{juz kidding k sal g masjid nk jmpa jodoh tue.. :) doa i,smga i,ahli keluarga i dan sahabat2 i dpertemukan jodoh yg baik dan beriman.. aminn..kerana lelaki yg baik itu adalah untuk perempuan yg baik.. =) }

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