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Sunday, April 25, 2010
Before You Say "I Do"
This is a great movie drama I saw last night on Hallmark… Seriously it was great… the title itself had attracted me to watch it from beginning until end… n after watching it, I really had the satisfaction of the chronology of the story….
This drama is about George who tend to marry a woman named Jane and he worked as advertising executive in one advertising department. Actually, Jane had once before getting married to a guy named Doug. But on their pre-wedding ceremony, Jane caught Doug having sex with the wedding planner in their honeymoon suit. And worst, Doug winkle his eyes to that wedding planner when he try to put the wedding ring on Jane’s finger. So after that, Jane decided not to continue that wedding with Doug. Ten years later, he meet George n they planned to get serious in their relationship. But, on George n Jane’s engagement day, something happen. Jane’s nephew n nieces told her what their mother n father told them about their Aunt Jannie. Its all about bad thing on her previous wedding history. They even told their children not to buy any wedding present for Jane’s second wedding until a year after that incase Jane’s cancel her wedding again. Jane was influence a little bit by what her nephew n nieces had told her. Then, when its time for George to make a toast, Jane actually was interrupted by few guest. “She is too old for a wedding dress.” “Yeah! I hope she didn’t choose white this time.” And many more bad things about her second wedding. She start to think it all over whether it is right to marry George or not.
On the way back to sent her home, both of them talking bout their relationship n future wedding ceremony. They had one reliance : when the traffic light is turning from yellow to red, u make a wish that time n u manage to get through it, your wish will come true. This time around, Jane make a wish but I didn’t remember what was the wish. (but the wish didn’t come true). When they reach Jane’s home, they hug each other and that is the time when Jane pull out their engagement ring (her grandmother’s ring) n put it into George pocket without George realizing it. Then, George go back to his office to finish some work with his buddy, Harvey. After a while, George start to think about Jane because she did promise to call him but she never did. George checked his voicemail and there is one voicemail for him from Jane. This is when Jane made a decision not to continue their wedding and relationship because of her past history. George was worried n try to see Jane. On the way, the traffic light was turning from Yellow to Red and this is the time when George wish to meet Jane before she get married with Doug. And he didn’t manage to get through it. George got caught in accident. But yet, when he was conscious, he actually return to the year 1999! 3 days before Jane’s wedding. This is the climax of the story when George is actually trying to compete with Doug to have Jane as a wife in 3 days time.
And the conclusion, yes!!! George manage to have Jane as his wife before Doug…. Huhuhu…. Seriously, I love this movie sooooo much…. You guys should go and watch it yourself and leave comments to it right… this movie is really great… the chronological of the story, the role of the characters, and everything was awesome!!!~ so, njoy the great moment in this movie… =) _Before You Say "I Do"_
Sunday, April 18, 2010
JODOH~
aunt : mana dedek?
his mak : dedek kena alihkan kereta... kenapa?
aunt : takde apa... (tp masa ni, i tgk aunty neh... dia tgk bg sign mata kat mak dia... n tgk2 i... tp i tak fhm apa maksud dia.. so, i bwat tatau je la..huhu..)
nak dijadikan cerita lagi, masa mkn tgh, my mum keep on cerita sal him n his family.. (dia baikla, dia sopan santun la family dia sgt rapat la apa la... bykla my mum cerita sal dia n family dia.. huhu..) then, tibalah satu acara cabutan bertuah neh... ada satu balang yang berisi nama setiap mereka yang ada di dalam dewan tu... so, one of the cabutan sebut nama "K..... F....." ms tu i tatau nama pnh dia apa... hanya tau nama belakang jek.. ms nama KF neh kena sebut, mama siku2 belakang i... pahtu i toleh, mama senyum n bg sign mata ke arah him.. (seriously, ms neh i tak fhm perhaps sampai skung pun tak fhm apa yng mama cuba sampaikan.. tis time, mama cam hepy gila...nk kata mamat tu dedicate lagu ke apa, tak de pulak.. mamat tu amik hadiah cabutan bertuan jek, yang langsung takde kaitan ngan i... tp lepas tu, i wat tatau je la..)
dh settle makan2 semua... so tiba masa untuk pulang... ms semua orang sibuk nak balik, dia tgh nyanyi karok... then i have to wait for my dad dulu... since my dad nak pastikan semua orang balik dulu... mama ajak i g tak jauh dari stage.. i pun pelik kenapa but still ikut jugak.. then, dia ckp kat mama "kak, balik dah?" mama : aah... nak balik dh... stay nak karok ke? him : "aah..kena paksa duet pulak kak.. HEheheh.." pahtu mama senyum2 kat i.. (tatau apa maksud senyuman mama, then buat tak nampak je la.. huhu..) lepas tu, he smile to me... i senyum je la balik.. then, i g kat anak saudara dia... aunt tu yg bawak baby tu.. i cubit pipi budak tu terus aunt tu suruh baby tu wave kat i sambil mulut dia sebut bye... i pun keluar dari dewan n masuk kan brg dlm kereta.... pahtu, baru terperasan that he parked his car just right beside me... byk g kot tmpt lain.. ngahahha...but then, tak kisah la...so after semua dh settle, kita orang gerak balik... dlm keta, mama ada sebut jugak sal dia.. but then, both me n my dad keep on silent (coz i tatau nape mama keep on talking bout him.. huhu..)
malam tu, i bukak facebook... n terperasan that one of our senior back in kolej dh kawen... kak Sha @ Ija @ Sharifah Khadijah... huhu.. so i bukak pic kawen dia.. suddenly i terperasan dia ada amik gmbr ngan adik/kakak sh. mordiah... our family ada bau2 bacang ngan sh. mordiah... so i panggil my mum n ask her who is that... then, my mum says, it was Sh. Za'arah... n her daughter got married on january... then, i ask, "dia ni ke anak Sh. Za'arah?" then my mum said, not sure muka macam mana... but then, nama dia Sh. Khadijah.. n i ckp la mmg Sh. Khadijah pun nama profile neh...
mama : mudanya anak sh. za'arah ni kawen? berapa umur dia sekarang?
me : 26.. muda ke? macam mmg suitable age to get married...
mama : hmm, kira muda jugak la tu...
then, mama jln keluar from my room n stop kat pintu...
mama : sik sangka, dh tiba masa ma terima menantu... ("tak sangka dh tiba masanya untuk mama terima menantu.." kata mama... n actually this sentence made me terkedu... tuk pastikan that i heard her right, so i ask her back)
me : apa ma?
then, she ignore me n go straight outside my room then she came back n said
mama : sikda, sik sangka ma and aunty itot dh nak nerimak menantu... ("takde, tak sangka ma n aunty itot dh nak menerima menantu.." n i am still blurr with what come out from my mother's mouth.. huhu... susah nk hadam masa neh..)
me : huh?
mama : yalah, kamek orang gik huha huha juak bah... gk njoy... tp sik sangka dh nak nerimak menantu... ("yela, kita orang masih nk njoy tp tak sangka dh nak menerima menantu.." <<< seriously, i tak fhm apa maksud mama... adakah dia sudah bersedia untuk menerima menantu which means dia suruh i carik n bring back home n show her OR she actually have someone in mind to dijodohkan ngan i... huhu... terus i diam then dia pun keluar dari bilik i... i was actually cannot adapt ngan apa dia ckp)
actually, before this, my dad selalu suruh kemas bilit n kemas rumah... he said : kemas la bilik tu.. nanti mak mertua dtg, susah pulak... n seriously ms tu rsa takut sgt... byk kali abah ckp hal mak mertua nk dtg meminang la apa la... im afraid that they want to jodohkan me with sapa2... my mum pun before ne ada suruh kemas rumah n belajar masak supaya senang bila mak mertua dtg meminang... padahal that time, i was single n available (yet, skung pun sama.. huhu) bila mama ckp macam tu tadi, seriously i dh kaitkan apa mama ckp ngan situasi kemas bilik tu.. macam relate jek.. as if ada rahsia tersimpan dlm mereka about my jodoh.. ado, pening-pening... then, i relate lak kejadian mama siku i masa KF ambik hadiah tu (i terfikir sendiri, takkan dia kot yang nak dipadankan ngan i??) aduh, tak nk fkr la... kalau betul, sampai masanya mama akan gtau jugak.. tp tolongla jangan betul semua ni... nk jugak carik jodoh sendiri... (tp lau betul jodoh ngan KF, terima la kan.. just that tak suka bila dipadan2kan ngan orang lain... lebih suka benda tu jadi sendiri... huhu..)apapun, i doakan terbaik untuk diri i... semoga Allah temukan i dengan jodoh yang sesuai... Amin... huhuhu...
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Berhenti Berharap~

Tuesday, March 2, 2010
::Noktah Cinta::
Tersimpan di dalam hatiku
Ternyata semua soalanku
Tak pernah kau fikir di fikiran
Mengapa kau masih
Mencari kepastian dalam cinta
Dan disini masih
Menanti jawapannya
Korus
Tuhan tolong nyatakanlah
Padanya tentang cinta
Adakah masih diriku di perlukan
Tuhan tunjukkan padanya
Tentang apa yang ku fikirkan
Adakah cinta ini
Perlu untuk dirinya
Berbicara tentang cinta kita
Masih tiada noktah penghujungnya
Berbicara tentang perasaan
Simpan saja semua itu
Mengapa kau masih
Mencari kepastian dalam cinta
Dan disini masih
Menanti jawapannya
Friday, February 26, 2010
Kelahiran Agung~
Friday, February 19, 2010
Is This Real, or it is Just a Part Of the Drama???~
19 feb 2010....
its almost a week after the valentine.... dunno how to say bout my feeling inside... huhu... actually, i kept thinking of him (not in a happy way n not also in a bad way... huhu...) better for me to say, i kept thinking of his behavior.... he seems to avoid me in certain ways n sometimes he cares so much about me... what is he actually felt for me???? does he really like me or just trying to be nice to me or.... i dont know... his behavior seems to be changing from day to day... huhu... one day, he seems like sharing the same feeling that i have n the other day, he just seem like being a friend of mine (no more 'that' feeling..) n the other day, he seems so care about me... he made me so confuse of his feeling n made mine too~ huhu... what does he felt for me actually? what am i to him??? >> a friend, a member, a classmate, an ordinary girlfriend, 'someone' in his heart or etc???? how can i find the answer of this quest??? its really complicated n confusing me... all this while, im the one who start to sms's him.... n after a few tymes, i told myself not to start anything till he does... but he never did... until that one morning, he sms me : Is everything alright? >> he can even made me fly to the moon by just asking this... is this good or im just being a drama queen???? huhu...
But today, one of his sms is actually made my mood goes down... there something happen in his family actually... then i ask how his mother doin after that thing happen... n his answer really dissapointed me... :( he did reply bout his mother n this one sentence really made me down... 'dont bother bout me...' >> OMG!!! What is he trying to tell me???? Salahkah kalau I ambik berat???? This one sentence seem telling me that im a stranger that try to interfere in his life…. OMG…. Seriously im disappointed with him for saying that… he told me once : don’t treat me like a stranger would u???? pleaseee >>> what does this mean??? I cant but he can??? L
Come to think about it, he really treated me like a stranger in certain ways… especially involving his ‘inner’ feeling…. He never want to share what he felt inside…. He think that keeping that all by himself is better rather than express it out to someone…I hope, if he does like me, i wish that he share what ever he felt inside to me coz i dont wanna be treated like a stranger... n if he dont he can still share his feeling n problems to me becoz i am his friend... n i dont want to think much of this becoz it ruined my mood.....
"i kept thinking of his behavior~ is this real or it is just part of the drama????!!!~" >>> betul ke dia suka??? Atau sekadar permainan kata dan masa??? Tak sanggup rasanya kalau ini sekadar satu permainannya.... kerana hati dan perasaan bukan permainan.... huhu...
pepatah melayu ada mengatakan : kalau padi, katakan padi... tidak aku tertampi-tampi.... kalau sudi, katakan sudi... tidak aku ternanti-nanti... huu.... ('A man's got to do what a man's got to do... When he falls for a girl, he'll tell her right away' and if he doesn't, dont ever try to 'play' with her feelings becoz u'll never realize what u will get back later..)
