hye there.... been busy this few weeks but still i want to spent some time to write something here at my pinky mint page... hehhe...
my current mode : a song by sheila on 7_Berhenti Berharap...
dont know y this song kept repeating in my head like a tape recorder... on monday, i had decided to berhenti berharap towards him... this is because of a few reasons... uhu...
1) im not sure what he felt for me... suka ke, tidak ke... lau suka, suka yang macam mana??? 'suka' or suka as fren or suka macam tu jek??? tak tau nak jawab becoz only him yang ada jawapannya... coz his behavior keep on changing like jarum jam yang berputar.... this one sec, he is like this... another sec, he changed to that... tatau nak rasa apa... huhu...
2) he did mention before, dia nk cari gf yang leh masuk ngan member2 dia.... n member2 dia pun leh masuk ngan gf dia... but then, adala something happen between me n his bestfriend... i went to Perak last weekend (12-14 March) n relationship between me n his bestfriend became worst on that particular weekend... some sort of misunderstanding occur n made his bestfriend hate me so much... huhu... So,i think that he might think hundreds before he want to take me as his special one... huhu...
Better berhenti berharap rather than i put so much hope towards him and at last im the one who suffer... im afraid there is actually no hope and never will be..... huhu...
fyi, its been a while i didn't hug or even touch tiffany... coz i dont want to put so much hope... whenever i saw tiffany, it reminds me of him... then ill start thinking what he felt for me... hhuuhuh..... so, i decided to kept tiffany in the pink bag that he gave before...
as tonight, i think im gonna hug n bring back tiffany in my bed.... rasa rindu lak nak peluk dia ms tidur.... huhu...
hopefully, he is doing alright where ever he is... huhu...
Meet my Tiffany.... :)
Tiffany_one of Valentine's gift from him =)
