People that I M.I.S.S :) -P1-

i've been missing a lot of people lately... tis are few of them... :)

1) aten :


i miss her so much... rasa dh lama tak lepak, hangout sama2 ngan dia... before tis, dia ada ajak makan ayam golek.. tp kesihatan i lak tak baik masa tu.. kena postponed pulak.. huhu... i miss her smile, her laugh, her support, her advice... i miss everything about her... :) serious, i miss her like hell... uhu... i miss u muchoz babe... :)

2) syila :


dr syila.. hehhe..supposedly me and aten menziarahi her in penang during cny... tp i kena kerja sebab dekat company kena potong gaji.. huhu... double pay kat gsc leh ar bantu cket2.. huhu... dh lama gila tak hangout ngan dr. syila... n i miss her.. huhu... lau bkesempatan, i nk celeb bday dia eventho dh terlewat... huhuh... i miss u syila... :)

3) wanie :


oh, tis girl mmg dh lama giler babas tak dengar khabar berita dari dia... mmg i ngaku, i jarang sms dia.. n syila... tp tak bermakna i tak ingat kat dia orang...n today, i did sms her...

m : ttba mek rindu kitak aie...he...how r u doing there?sehat?
w : aie... ttba..hehe...mcm biasa jak,sihat walafiat..ktk tek? ....

serious, i tatau nk mulakan sms dengan dia mcm mana tadi.. mmg dh lama giler tak sms... last, i think when i'm back in kuching somewhere around december last year.. oh, gosh... serious, lama gila babas.. huhuhu.. btw, I miss u wanie... :)

4) asha :


hmm... missing her little bit... sama2 rah KL but still susah giler nk jumpa... both working, so that might be the factor... huhuh... tp tis girl pun sikda ura2 nak berjumpa... busy kot.. huhu... n i miss u ash... :)

5) ina :


last jumpa ina when i was back in Kuching in dec... sempat juak g lepaking di old town... :) mmg jarang n susah nk jumpa kitak ina... but still, i miss u... :)





actually, i miss to spent time with my girls... hang around, laughing, smiling, kidding n joking wif each other, sharing stories, sharing current issue... miss the moment when all of us still in kuching... miss the moment we used to lepaking at chillex, frappe... playing UNO... best eh... nway, girls, I MISS YOU ALL~

One S.W.E.E.T day~ :)

one sweet day... a popular song by mariah carey n boyz II men... a very sweet song indeed.... :) not going to talk bout the song actually.. but wanna talk about tis one sweet day... :) hehehe...

today, a first day of cny... working at gsc... :) i noe that he gonna start work at gsc tis month... but then, when i ask him when he start working, he didn't reply... but my instinct strongly said that he's gonna stat working today... n my instinct is correct!!!~ :)

i was late tis morning... so, i don't know whether he's coming or not... break time, my buddies Zakuwan n Fathul wait for me at the side of reservation counter... i tak perasan sebab sibuk kejar target... bila nampak dia orang, i suruh tunggu jap... sebab nak settlekan que... lepas tu i bundle my money, n masuk dlm... n Zakuwan msg me ckp dia orang tunggu kat bawah... so i cepat2 letak duit kat dalam drawer dlm ofis n wat finger scan... when i was looking for my punch card, kak bibi n syahirah came in... then, kak bibi ask me to take all the staff punch card into the office... i was 'kelam kabut' that time n i didn't answer... then kak bibi repeated her instruction... n i just 'angguk'... geram jugak with her that time... (ms nk mintak tolong, kan maen~ hmm.. sabar jek ms tu.. huhu...)

so dh jumpa i nyer punch card, i start collect semua staff punch card dari punch card holder tu... i keluarkan card from semua department (BO's, Con's and also steward's)... i mula ngan gold class n glitters n terus ke steward, bo, n lastly baru dari cons.... n ms sibuk keluarkan semua card tu, i terfikir sal dia... "mamat ni kerja ke idak? lau kerja dia dh break ke?" becoz cons nyer department boleh break at 12pm or 3 pm only coz tis is not the peak hour... n, dalam ngah kelam kabut tu, i ternampak tis one card with his name on it n design yg biasa dia wat before2 tis for his punch card... i tgk dia punch morning jek.. so that's mean dia tak kuar break lagi.. lepas habis kumpul semua card, i pass kat kak bibi n terus run ke tingkat bawah... tamao geng2 tunggu lama... g pun ms rehat terhad...

ms i trn p makan place tu, i terus bergerak ke tpt budak2 ni selalu mkn nasi ayam.. ms i lalu kat satu meja ni, i tnampak ada seorang staff gsc ngah mkn... nmpk cam dia.. tp i tak sure.. sebab i tgk dia dari belakang kan (before tis slalu tgk dia dari belakang ngan rambut pnjang jek.. now rambut dia dh pendek...) lepas tu, geng2 i neh bg sign duduk kat meja tu.. i cam blurr lagi masa tu... so i gerak terus p kedai makan satu tu n order...n ms tu i tertoleh kat meja kita orang n i saw him!!!~ O, my goodness... i wat selamber je la.. lepas tu i g kat dia geng-geng i... dia orang mcm dh start nk bhn, tp i wat tataw je la.. terus i p bli air... ingatkan sempat la sampai before dia orang... boleh pleh tempat duduk... skalinya, dia orang dtg dulu daa!!~ aiyo... n dh agak mesti dia orang akan kenakan i...

him was in sitting rite in the middle... apis came over n sit on his left side... fathul, zakuwan n karim masing2 ambik tempat depan dia.. yang tinggal hanyala sit sebelah kanan dia jek... ms otw nk p meja tu, fathul n zakwan dah sengih2 kat i... i tau dia orang ada agenda laen ms tu... i kenal sangat budak berdua tu... but then, dh otw dh pun.. akan nk lari lak kan... so, duduk je la sebelah dia... start je duduk, i ngan r.y.j terus kena bahan... geram jek ngan budak berdua tu.. siap nk suruh suap2 la apa la...

F : eh, asal mu tak make?
Z : ke nak R suapkan? hehee...
F : la, tunggu R share ke? R, share la makanan mu ngan ME... apa wan? sharing is caring? (gelak evil)
Me : Apa Karim? nk share ngan karim la.. leh tak? ;)
F : Karim, mu jange mace2 (jgn macam2)... t R marah~ kena sebijik jugak karang...


lepas tu mmg kena bhn kaw2 ngan budak berdua tu... i byk diam... mls nk layan sebab dh pernah kena before ni.. kena bhn ngan abg S.... diam dan membuat pekak adalah cara terbaik...tp pity him la... ms kena bhn tu, dia try sebaik mungkin tuk tepis n jawab mana yang bole... tp still in cover line lagi... dia wat2 gelak semua... tp i taw apa dia rasa kat dalam sebenarnya... lepas tu budak2 berdua tu bole pulak p bukak cita sal tpt mkn kat cheras tu... kantoi abis... dia terkejut n blurr ms budak2 tu dok sebut sal tpt mkn tu.. <ms before kapel n ms kapel dlu kita orang slalu p makan sana... n ada one day tu p ngan budak bdua tu... n tkantoi i taw n p tpt tu ngan him.. tu yang dia orang bahan kaw2 tadi..> dia gelak jek bila dh tatau nk jawab pew... i lak rs bslh ms tu.. dari mula mkn sampai habis mkn, mmg kena bhn la.... lepas tu kita orang naek atas n punch in lik...

n tis one time, i p toilet... terus singgah kat cons nk bli mineral water... i teringin sgt nk tgk dia kat post mana... tp cepat2 hadkan diri... kena ingat i n dia dh tak mcm dlu... lepas tu i isi buku staff price tu, tetiba i terasa nk angkat kepala... tetiba tengok dia... terus jantung dup dap dup dap.... he keep looking at me all the way until he reach his post.. ms kat post tu pun dia pndg g.... i senyum jek la... sedangkan Allah je tahu mcm mana rasa hati i ms tu... tp muka dia... lepas i dpt i nyer mineral water, i terus blah... lepas punch out, i p toilet... balik dr toilet tu, dari jauh nampak dia tgk i from cons... okayla, ayat gempaq sgt!!!~ mmg la dia akan tgk sapa2 yang dari toilet tu nk ke lobby... sebab dia sedang facing ke arah tu.. so tak semestinya dia tgk i la.. sj wat ayat gempaq... huhu..

review : actually macam2 perasaan i rasa hari ni... huhu... bercampur2... gumbira, sediyh, terkejut, suka, excited, eh mcm2 la... seriously...confuse ngan perasaan sendiri... tp happy tu mesti ada... just that kena ingatkan diri not to over joyed.. huu... ms first i dpt taw insan yang duduk kat meja tu dia, i was thinking "boleh ke aku ni... kejap lagi rasa laen plak..." tp i try act coolio giler... hahaha... padahal kat dalam berlawan2... ;) lepas tu pulak dapat duduk sebelah dia, sbnrnya hepi + takot jugak... hepi sebab dpt duk sblh dia... tp takot dia tak selesa... huhu... n ms bli air tu, mood i jadi down lik... cm tak leh terima expression muka dia time tu... tp entahla.. i rasa perasaan happy n excited dpt jumpa n tgk dia lik tu lebih dari perasaan negative tu... aduila...

dulu, ms i dlm tmph 'brkbung' tu.. i pnah tfkr... kot2 lepas ni terjumpa ke apa ke, macam mana i nak react? mungkin perasaan itu kembali? tp luckily i mmg tak jumpa dia dlm tmph pemulihan tu.. n ms taw dia start keja gsc bla, i start to think that i can face him... kira macam lau jumpa, act mcm biasa.. mcm kawan time dulu2... tp lain pulak jadinya... time jumpa dia tadi, perasaan yang nak dielak tu jugak yang dtg... by the time taw dia yang duduk kat meja tu, 'perasaan' itu kembali... i elak, i tepis sekuat yang bole.. tp tetap datang... lagi kuat ms duduk sebelah dia... aduila... sakit tp entahla... susah nk explain perasaan tu.... serius, apa yang i plan before tis lau jumpa dia, entah p mana... yg ada hanyalah 'perasaan-perasaan indah itu'.. uhuh...

even lepas tengok expression dia tu, i leh rasa nk mesej n nak pujuk dia... nk ckp jangan marah kan i... n etc. etc. etc... <mcm ms i pujuk dia 1st time i tgk expression tu...uhuhu...> gila!!! i noe.. tp i sendiri tatau nape jadi camni... sebab tu i leh kategorikan apa yang berlaku today as sweet day.. mengong kan... tp, apa pun... i kena thn diri dari fall for him again... situasi dulu n sekrang lain... n i harap i dapat thn perasaan tu.... sebab i kena sedar sapa diri i... uhuhuh...

keep prying for me k... hope i tabah n kuat tuk hadapi semua ni...

5k!~ :)

today, 3rd February 2011... a first day of Chinese New Year of the rabbit year... :) i work at GSC today... Double pay okay!!!~ :) when i enter Box Office (B.O), Kak Mathu smile to me... i go and take float n start to search for an available counter... i saw only Suhaimie was in the reservation counter... so i go there n key in my password on the computer next to him... then, we went for briefing by kak Mathu...

tis one time, k. mathu said "okay, target for today is 6 for normal counter n 4, no no no... 5 for Gold Class and Reservation Counter..." I was blurr that time.. so i ask Farah... "Apa yang 6 apa yang 4 ngan 5?" F : Kita sekarang ada target nk capai... Hari ni 6k... selagi tak capai target tu, tak leh balik... Me : Huh? Tatau pun.. Sejak bila? F : Baru-baru je.. Me : habis la camtu... tak sampai target tak leh balik... F sekadar membuat tidak tahu... then, after singing a CNY song, we went to our counter...

kat reservation counter, ada la berapa kerat jek customer... i tak kisah sgt... buat cam biasa jek...takdela rushing nk ambik customer... then i dengar budak2 kat normal counter tu bukan main lagi nak tarik cust... siap ketuk2 counter pakai "next counter" nyer plate... hahahah.... so i ckp la kat suhaimie tu... "semangat gila budak2 tu panggil cust.." suhaimie gelak jek.. "yela nk kejar target nyer pasal.." at first, i tot 5k tu for the 3 counter.. maksud i gold class n 2 reservation counter nyer sales = 5k.. skalinya bukan... setiap 3 kaunter tu kena capai 5k... i tkejut gila ms tau benda tu... lau tau, i tarik suhaimie nyer cust pagi tu... hahaha.. baru nk menyesal kan.. suhamie la byk clearkan kekeliruan i pasal target tu hari ni... sambil layan cust, sambil borak ngan dia... ms tu baru taw sal target2 ni semua... baru taw, lau tak capai target, kena stay tp gaji ot tak jalan... sbr je la.. i dh risau.. tgk cust reservation mmg bole dikira ngan jari.. lagi2 i duduk collection counter... mcm suhaimie, takpela.. duduk GSC card counter... mmg confirm ada sales... i ni byk e-payment jek.. lepas break, i duduk kaunter biasa sebab takde sapa nk g break... tp kejap jek.. tak lama lepas tu, gayu mintak ganti dia... so tukar lik reservation... ms tu stat ramai cust beratur... tp ramai yang e-payment... lepas tu i fkr, lantak la kot2 tak dapat target pun.. nak wat camana kan.. bukan kita tak usaha.. dh usaha.. tp cust takde.. nk buat macam mana.. ye tak?? hehe...

tp 4.30 mcm tu, tetiba alex suruh close counter... i dh blurr.. eh, tak capai target lagi... tp dh kena suruh tutup... i tak layan ar... lepas tu alex gtau lik leh close sebab i nyer sales dah 4k++ i terkejut la.. biar betul... lepas tu i continue jek... then, dalam 5 mins lepas tu, zarin remind me that alex suruh close sebab target dh okay... i wat tatau jugak.. dalam 5 mins later, zarin datang lagi... so last2 i close jugak... i bawak semua duit... then tunggu alex kira... lepas tu i tgk dia letak figure sales i 4700(rounding figure)... ms tu tgk jam baru 4.45pm... terkejut jugak la.. i manage to get up to almost 5k until that time.. by that time, hari ni lucky pulak takde short... terus leh balik... hebat tak.. aha.. so, i dengan selamber yaya berjalan2 dan berborak2 di luar sbb nk tgu ms punch out... :) unsangkarable :) hehe.. 5k tue!!!~ hehhee.. kot2 la leh bawak 2.5 k dari sales tu balik, mmg tak hengat la... setiap hr i nk keja... hahaha...

Itula S.A.Y.A.N.G~ :)

Tanya sama H.A.T.I
Apa asal S.A.Y.A.N.G
Adakah tandanya nampak dipandang
Kumbang Rayu Bunga
Bulan dan Bintangnya
Punya tanda-tanda Hubungan M.E.S.R.A

Tanya sama H.A.T.I
Pernahkah M.E.R.I.N.D.U
Ingat masa lena apa mimpimu
Masa berjauhan apa nak dikenang
Bila difahamkan itulah S.A.Y.A.N.G...

blogger's review : 'itulah sayang' is actually a well known song originated singing by our late Allahyarham Tan Sri P. Ramlee and Normadiah... before tis, i tak pernah suka bila lagu-lagu P. Ramlee ni di ubah suai in a new version... seriously.. okayla, maybe ada a few yang i boleh accept... but most of it, i don't like... prefer the original one... :) but for tis new version of 'itulah sayang' by Yuna, Najwa, Mira from Tilu n also Liyana Fizi i liked it muchoz at the first moment i heard it on the radio... seriously, im loving it... heheheh...

then, i'd try to search for the song but i cannot find it since i search for "tanya sama hati"... i tot it was only sang by yuna... but then, i try to search for the song title from carta 40 era... n i found it!!!~ ehee... n then, search for the song on youtube... n i found tis vids... hahahaha... 4 gediks gal on itulah sayang... first time i saw them, i was laughing n smiling with their attitude n behavior.. so commmelllss n gedikz... but not gedikszz yang sgt gedikszzz sampai wat menyampah... tp a fun one n keep u smile... hehee... maybe becoz of the song also... a catchy song indeed... hehehe... so, i rasa nk upload it... when u stress or not smiling, watching tis vid will make u smile n ur stress go away... Insyaallah.. :) serious, tis vid is cute... :) (lau la i, confirm kaku cam kayu jek vids ni... hahahha....imagining myself on the clips... ;p mmg tak leh ar... hehehe... )

n korang perasan tak, actually tis new version of 'itulah sayang', part of the music dia gabungkan music from all the singers... ada part lagu yuna (dan sebenarnya).... itu je la lagu i perasan.. hahahha... then, i suka gak part last dia... sgt best the sound arrangement... pendek kata, mmg suka lagu ni dari a sampai z la... :) hehehe... so, peeps.... do sit down n njoy okay... *smile :)*

M.I.M.P.I itu indah~ :)

i was very tired tis few days n weeks... a lot of things happen n a lot of things i need to think of.. sedaya upaya i elak untuk rasa stress sebab i tamao rasa stress... nanti makin complicated... huuh....


bila i penat sgt, today i ttdo lepas maghrib... mmg 'terbaek' la tdo time2 maghrib kan... uhuhu... then, i bermimpi... mimpi yang indah sekali yang buat i bila bangun tersenyum jap... :)


i mimpi sal R.Y.J... :) before tis, i pnah sent email n mesej in fb to him regarding our relationship... bout the chances n the feeling... then, he only replied "i'll reply ur msg later, okay?" huhu.. than, today i mimpi dia hantar mesej "okay, i want to give it a chance.. so, bila nak kuar date?" then, tak ingat sangat.. tp lepas tu i tau, kita orang dh ada kat dlm hall tgh tgk movie n then we went for dinner... n lepas tu, i tjaga n i smile... tp jap jek.. sebab lepas tu my headache mula menyerang... huhu...


thinking lik sal mimpi tu... hmm.. tatau nk rasa apa... tp i pernah dengar dari someone.. tp tak ingat siapa.. dia kata 'kalau kita mimpi something, mesti kat dalam real life happen sebaliknya...' tak tau sejauh mana betul benda ni... contoh nya i mimpi i dapat kereta baru... tp real life i tak dapat kereta baru pun tapi dapat bad things... macam kereta rosak ke... tp serious, tatau betul ke tak... huhu... apapun, mimpikan cuma mainan tidur... huhuh...


apapun, i tetap rasa happy sekejap sal mimpi ni... maybe sebab i masih berharap sedikit dekat dia... tp lepas tu, tamao fkr dh... sebab tahu : 1) mimpi sekadar mainan tidur 2) mmg antara i n R.Y.J dah takde jodoh 3) R.Y.J takkan terima i kembali dlm hdp dia 4) R.Y.J takkan reply mesej tu.... (actually temph ms yg i beri tuk tgu dia reply tu dh tamat... so, mmg patut stat move on la kan...huhuh..)


walaupun sedar semua sebab2 di atas nie, i tetap rasa happy n lupa sal mslh yg mbebankan walaupun tuk sekejap... :) sekurang2nya, hilang rasa stress tu... :)


so, moral of the story is jangan la tdo tyme maghrib... kot keluar mimpi indah, takpe.. mau keluar mimpi tidak indah, camana?? hahaha... renung2kanlah.. :)

It's E.L.E.V.E.N =)

1st February 2011

Congratulation to my dearest babe Fatin Amira Junaidi n my fren Abdul Hafiz Abdul Razak for being 11th today... :) eh, not that their age is 11 today... but their sweet n lovely relationship... :) :) :) dah 11 tahun mereka mengharungi suka duka pahit manis gembira sedih bersama-sama sebagai pasangan kekasih... seriusly, i adore them n their relationship n how they manage them... should ask for the tips from them regarding relationship... :)

Ingat lagi... kisah cinta A n A (aten n apiz) ni bermula di tahun 2000... time tu we r still at kolej, form 2... my babe ni ramai peminat... p-jule, krel (yg diketahui la.. yg tak diketahui lagi ramai... =)) n luckily she didnt fall for them n choose apiz... if not, tatau la... hahaha.. jahat nyer i... hehe.. kenangan lalu mengusik jiwa la pulak.. hehee... tyme tu mayb semua still being childish... but now, them, me... us... grown up already and have our own life... =)

babe n apiz, semoga kebahagian kekal bersama kitak duak okay... n semoga kitak duak sabar n tabah harungi dugaaan, rintangan, pahit manis, bersama2... mun ada masalah ka bincang la k... n mek harap kitak duak happy2 selalu... any good news, mek mok jadi di antara yang terawal tauk k... :) so both of u, stay loving doving, stay cute, keep ur relationship fresh n the love blossom each day of both ur life k... n mek doakan jodoh kitak duak kuat sampei ke akhir hayat.... :)

n to apis, selamat hari tua!!!! you're 25 tis year n yet im still fifteen... hahahah... sikdala... semoga panjang umur, dimurahkan rezeki.... be happy in everything u do.. hope kitak duak happy2 selalu okay... congratulation again~ :) -lotsa love, mimie :)-