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Selamat berhari Jumaat… :) sebenarnya, ada banyak benda saya nak share kat post hari ni…. So, be ready to give me sometime and get through all the agenda that I try to share… njoy… =)

1)MY 1ST PAPER : yesterday was my 1st paper of my final semester… huhu… Business for Engineers…. Actually, when studying for this subject, I kept asking myself why would I as a future engineer need to study this subject??? But then, I realize it was a great subject for those who don’t want to ‘makan gaji’ and try to build up their own empire in engineering world… :) actually, we’ve got hints from friends of the same batch… but, I never trusted it since I’ve been fooled before by those hints given… they say this one is not going to be out in the exam n this topic can be ignored n so on so on is actually coming out in the exams... so, I decided not to trust so much about the hints n all the stuff.. huhu… same goes for this subject… when they spread the hints, I don’t trust it 100%... and it was pretty obvious that the hints given are not true… huhu.. luckily I didn’t trust that hints… if I do, surely im gonna extend my semester instead of finishing it… huhu… sebenarnya, ms jawab paper tu mmg main goreng je… tatau la goreng tu cukup2 masak ke, telebih goreng ke, hangit ke… huhu.. nak tau macam mana rasa gorengnya, tunggu result keluar nanti… main bantai tibai je jawab semalam… apa yang tatau pun, buat2 tau jugak.. huhuhu….

2)CHOCOMINT, MC DONALD, LEPAKING N KICK-ASS : Actually, kawan saya mintak teman semalam pergi minum Chocomint dekat Jco Doughnuts n Coffee… Dia mintak teman lepas habis paper…. Tp kena postponed a little bit late sebab dia kena ambik adik dia dulu…. So, lepas habis paper, kita orang pergi makan (geng K.A.M.I), lepas tu saya lepak di rumah dia, then lepas amik adik dia, kita orang pergi Sunway Pyramid n have that ChocoMint. Nak dijadikan cerita, kita orang ajak member lain pergi sama. Plan asal nak lepak kat Jco tu kejap, lepas tu nak balik sambung study… Sekalinya, kami tengok wayang la pulak… (3 guys n 3 girls). Mula2 tatau nak tgk muvi apa. Iron man 2 ke, kick-ass ke, loser ke… tp, last2 decide to watch kick-ass…. Mmg berbaloi2…. Heheh… puas hati sgt2 ngan action2 budak tu… sgt2 puas hati… hehhe… eventho ada member sampai tertido2 kat mc d, sementara nk tgu wayang (yelah, kelaziman students yang ada paper, dia orang akan tak cukup tidur or tak tidur langsung sebelum paper), but still we njoy n have a great moment…. (gaya duduk lepak tu macam dh habis semua paper jek.. hahaha…) tp, apapun mmg sgt2 puas hati dengan cerita kick-ass tu… tak sangka, an 11th year old kid can do that action… huhu… for those yg blm tgk, g la tgk… seriously, I recommend this movie… a should watch movie… :) two tumbs up n 5 star!!!~

3)MR. A (this part will be quite long, tp kalau tak nak baca, takpe.. *smile*) : kisah bermula… ceh… actually, dh lama tak sembang dengan Mr. A. sejak balik dari perak dulu, lepas his bestie melancarkan perang ke atas saya and the start of buzyness for our FYP’s, IDP’s and etc etc…. Mmg takde pun mesej Mr. A or what so ever… Kalau cakap pun, dia tya satu soalan, saya jawab soalan dia then that’s it. Takde lagi dah sembang n gurau2 macam dulu…. Even masa duduk sebelah-sebelah masa presentation FYP dulu pun, satu tya, satu jawab. Dia tya, saya jawab, saya tanya, dia jawab. Itu pun boleh dikira berapa jek soalan antara kami… soalan tu pun pasal orang yang tengah present or pasal FYP. Nothing personal…. Huhu… So, nak dijadikan cerita lagi, tiffany (a gift from mr. A) dh selamat sy masukkan dalam beg dia bagi dulu tu sbb tak nak sakitkan diri sendiri bila tgk benda tu. Huhu… entah hari tu, kenapa rasa mcm nk tgk tiffany… tp tak mampu nak bukak beg tu sebab kat dalam tu masih ada kotak coklat yang dia bagi and our “sticker cinta”… huhu… so, saya g la tengok gambar tiffany je… n I decide to post that pic in my facebook account. Bukan niat untuk membuat dia serba salah or buat orang lain terasa ke apa…. Niat di hati hanya untuk unkapkan rasa terima kasih sebab pernah beri memori indah itu dulu. Itu sahaja. Takde niat lain. N saya sgt2 berharap that he would recognize gambar tu n leave some comment. But then, dia online siang n malam 29th tu… tatau dia online kat mana… maybe mamak or his friends’ house.. dia comment my friend’s page n I did the same… actually dia dh leave comment for quite few times… tp bila saya comment, dia start tak balas apa2 dh. Dekat page member lain pun sama. Bila saya start comment, dia diam. Eventho there’s a question for him… huhu… dasyat2 tak dasyat nyer dia nak jauhkan diri… huhu… n he didn’t even realize bout pic tiffany tu pun… huhu… (tatau ar mmg tak realize ke or sengaja buat2 tak nampak).

So, masa paper semalam, my friend, Ida dh reserve tempat. Ms I nak duduk, Mr. A dtg ke tempat yang sama.. so, Ida asked him to sit in front of her n I’m going to sit beside her. Lepas tu, his bestie ni panggil dia suruh duduk dekat dengan dia. Yang peliknya dia tak mahu pulak duduk dekat bestie dia tu. Dia duduk jugak depan Ida which is a row in front of me n ida. Dia ckp kat bestie dia tu, suruh reserve untuk orang lain. Ms tu saya buat tatau je la dengan dia. That’s the best I can do. Tak dan nak pikiaq dh. Jawab paper tu lagi penting kot. So, dh habis paper, me try to comfort ida sebab dia tak boleh nak jawab a few questions. Tiba-tiba, muncul one of his best buddy, Hid masa kita orang nk tunggu lif. Then, muncul pulak Hush. Masa tu dh terfikir, yang Mr. A mesti ada sama. Dan betul, dia muncul lepas tu. Then muncul sorang lagi geng kita orang, Amri. Kita orang semua dok bincang sal paper yang baru sudah. Then, Hid start to light up his cigarettes. N I know he will also. Huhu… tp, tak. Dia tak nyalakan rokok n tak smoke pun. Ms tu dh pelik dh, tapi buat2 tatau je la walaupun dlm hati bermaharajalela nk tya. Huhu. Seriously, mmg tak ckp apapun ngan dia. Ckp ngan Hid, Hush, Ida, Amri. But never say a word to him. Huhu… Im trying to follow the flow.. huhu… ikut rentak dia. So, lepas tu kita orang bertebaran pulang ke kereta dan motor masing2. Ms nk g ke kereta, amri stop us by n suruh mesej awek dia kata makan kat Sidah. I mesej her awek n drive to Sidah to eat. Entah kenapa ringan sgt tgn nak mesej Mr. A ckp makan kat situ. (kelaziman dulu2 bila nak g makan. Mmg akan mesej geng2 bagitahu makan kat mana. Tp dh bhenti sejak perang dingin ngan bestie dia bermula… huhu…) then, dia reply ckp that his coming n ask me to reserve sit for 5.

Ms tgh carik meja (ida tgh park the car n the rest blum sampai), Hid n Hush sampai n we search tables for K.A.M.I. both decide nk mkn kat luar (bkn kat dalam kedai). Pahtu I realize that kerusi tak cukup n meja tu takkan muat. So I ckp kat Hid : mana cukup ni. A kata dia nak bawak 5 orang. Hid tkejut tp lepas tu dia gelak2. Hid : Alah, sapa je 5 orang tu. A tu dh wakil 3 orang, Y lak wakil 2 orang. 5 la tu. So then, I try to keep myself silent jek. Lepas tu ida dtg. Kita orang 4 orang borak2. pahtu Hush nk merokok. Tp malangnya, angin datang dari arah belakang sein menyebabkan asap rokok tu terkena me n ida. Ida bising la. Dia suruh Hush tukar tempat. So, ida amik tempat Hush n Hush duduk sebelah saya. Pahtu Hush bergurau,

Hush : meh la duduk atas pangkuan ni ha. Macam lucu jek. Korang bercakap mcm ni.
Me : amboi, bukan main hang ye. Dua2 hang nak. Dasyat sgt.
Hush : eh2, jangan. Nanti ada orang jeles. Hahah..
Me : ooppppsss… siapaka?? Hush la nanti ada orang jeles kat kita orang… pahtu nanti carik gado ngan kita orang…
Hush : bukan dari pihak Hush. Dari pihak korang la. Terutama abang A.

Then, I terus diam. Tau siapa dimaksudkan. Huhuhu…so, lepas tu kita orang borak2 cam biasa je. Hid n Amri dh pergi ambik makanan. Lepas tu Zatul dtg, Ajmi dan Fahmi pun datang. Bila orang lain dh dtg, dia orang terus amik nasi n lauk. Then, tetiba nampak kelibat Mr. A n his bestie, miss Y, dtg. Hid : Mim, tgk. Kan aku dh kata dh. A wakil 3 orang . Y wakil 2 orang. Jadila 5 orang kesemuanya. So, I gelak je la. Then, dia orang duduk. Masa tu me, Zatul n Ida je belum amik nasi. A : Tak ambik nasi lagi ke? Ms tu semua orang tak jawab. Saya pun tak jawab sebab tatau dia tya siapa. Huuhu… pahtu Hush tgk saya. Saya buat tatau je la. Then terus ajak Ida pergi amik nasik. Hush dh start mkn dulu. So this is how we sit. Ida ngan fahmi kat kepala meja (both side). My row : Me, Hush, A, n Y. in front of us (ikut susunan L-R) : Hid, Ajmi, Zatul n Amri. Oleh sebab Hush dh makan dulu, jadi semestinya dia habis dulu. dia nk bangun n basuh tgn ms saya tgh makan. But then, dia kata, takpe. Makan dulu. Dia tak leh kuar ikut belakang sebab kat belakang tu ada dinding. So kalau nak keluar, me kena keluar dulu baru dia leh keluar. Then, I serba salah. But Hid ckp : mim, makan dulu. biar je Hush tu. Tp tak sampai hati. So, I bgn jugak. Then, Hush keluar. Hush ckp : masuk dlm, duduk tpt Hush. Nanti dh sudah, Hush duduk tpt mim. Me pun ikut je la. So current sitting situation : yang lain sama, except for me n hush. Bila hush dh sudah basuh tgn, dia duduk kat sebelah kiri which is A kat sebelah kanan. Hush ckp : ni baru betul susunan dia. Baru rasa jadi pengapit yg best tuk pengantin. Pahtu diam je la. Malas nk ambik port. A yg dengar pun, diam je. Lepas tu, Hush nk merokok.

Hush : ko dh sudah ke? (A angguk.)
Hush : tak nak merokok ke? (Pahtu, A geleng.)
Hush : ai, sejak bila pulak ko ni? (A diam. Huhu…)
Then, Hush merokok. Masuk batang kedua,
Hush : Ko tak nak ke? A diam lagi (dari pandangan ekor mata, dia mcm serba salah… huhu..)
Hush : Kau ni tkt bini sgt la. <<< mula2 tak nk amik port pe yang Hush ckp. Tp dok terfikir2 di kepala. Siapakah bini yang dimaksudkan… y this question keep on running in my head : before this (lepas perang dingin), selalu sgt sgt sgt sgt dengar Y panggil A, bibie… ke B… mcm2 tu la bunyi nyer… pahtu siap panggil depan orang ramai lagi… ngan gaya manja segala bagai… (so, semestinya dia orang ni ada paper kan???) so, siapakah bini yang Hush maksudkan??? takkan Y kot… Y tu tak kisah jek guys yang merokok ni… (but then, that quest just running in my head without any answer)
So, I pun continue mkn. Dh habis tu, I malas nak keluar n basuh tgn dulu. so, continue jek borak2 ngan dia orang. Suddenly,

A : dh sudah ke?
Me : Erk? (sambil toleh kat dia)
A : U ni dh sudah ke?
Me : La, nape pulak? U ni nak keluar basuh tgn jugak ke?????
A : aha… I nk….

Belum sempat dia habis ckp, I terus bgn n mintak Hush keluar. Seriously I takde mood nak layan. Boleh jek kalau dia nak keluar kat sebelah Y tu… kenapa mesti nak keluar ikut sebelah me??? Aduila..

Then, I keluar basuh tgn, g amik tisu kat kaunter n patah balik ke meja. Masa lalu kat sebelah Y, I nampak rokok kat tgn dia. (sebab dia letak tangan atas kerusi Y- so obviously me akan nampak rokok tu).so, then, I suruh Hush masuk dalam balik duduk kat tempat macm mula2 tadi. Huhu… Dia merokok tu mcm cover2 sikit… (tataula sememangnya dia wat camtu ke or firasat ni salah) dia mcm seboleh-bolehnya tak nak asap tu kea rah kita orang.. so dia hembus kat arah Y. mayb sebab Ida resdung tak boleh kena asap rokok tu sebab tu dia hembus ke arah sana… huhu.. then, nak dijadikan cerita lagi… sy mintak Hid ajar untuk next paper. dh deal nk jmpa hari jumaat (today) kat fac.
But then,

A : ko janji pukul berapa esok?
Hid : entah. Kul 1 kan mim?
A : eh, ko tak solat jumaat ke? Esok jumaat la…
Hid : Eh, ye tak ye jugak kan. Esok jumaat…
Me : hello, bila masa pulak mim ckp nk jmpa kul 1??? Agak ar… mim kata petang jek. Tak state pun kul bape eh… tolong jgn manipulate kata2 Hid… cukup sorang…. Huhu..

Hid gelak besar jek…
Pahtu we continue borak2… suddenly,

Ida : korang nk wat kat mana esok?
Hid : Mim, dtg umah
(at the same time, A toleh kat Hush n ckp something)
Hid : Bapak ko, A! kot iyer pun tak bagi mim dtg umah aku, tak payah lagu tu. Ckp je la! Mim, dia tak bg mim dtg umah Hid…
A : Eh, apa pulak ni? Tak cakap apa pun Hid.
Hid : Kepala ko. Aku nampak la mulut ko ck apa even tak dengar suara. Agak la ko. Mim…. Dia tak bg mim g umah Hid la… :(
A : Eh, apa pulak? Aku tgh ckp pasal Liverpool la…
Hid : Kepala otak hang! Aku boleh baca mulut kau weh. Pahtu tayang muka menjengkelkan tu kat aku. Muka kau sangat menjengkelkan ok. Jelous la tu!

Before dia orang ni berlanjutan, so I interup them.

M : Okay2 guys. Enough. Mim kena g umah Hid ke sepatutnya??? Huhu… I tot we’re going to meet at the fac? Kan Hid kan?
Hid : huhu… saje je memain ngan mim… pahtu nak jelous pulak mamat tu.
(seriously masa ni tak fhm apa maksud Hid ngan ayat tu… tak nak fhm la… huhu… buat semak diri sendiri jek… so then, I change the topic.. huhu..)

lepas tu, kita orang semua g kaunter. Ms me kuarkan note 50, ajmi ckp “kak, byr sekali”. Pahtu I geleng kepala jek… n tetiba rasa nk tgk belakang. Tgk dia dh stat jalan keluar dr kedai. Y ikut dari belakang. (actually dia panggil ajmi tu kekasih gelap saya… hahaha…ill talk bout this ajmi thingy later… huhu… lau rajin ar nak type.. hehe..) pahtu kita orang bawak haluan masing2. then, I lepaking kat umah ida sementara nk tgu adik dia habis sekolah. Pahtu tgh sembang2, terbukak la cerita pasal Mr. A ni.

Me : u noe what, he didn’t even realize tiffany kat dalam fb pun… So?
Ida : Alah, I rasa dia realize la babe… tp sj buat2 tak nampak kan. Buat2 tatau. I know it. Dia kan mmg jenis mcm tu. Nampak cam tak concern, tp sebenarnya concern.
Me : malas ar nk fkr… lantak dia… tak nak dh buat Y tambah benci kat i… biarla… huhuhu…

Pahtu, kita orang siap2 nk p ambik adik ida. saya ckp nk tgk cerita Loser. Tp tak de siapa nak teman. (ida dah p tgk ngan pakwe dia, so tak bleh nak drag dia tgk cita tu.. huhu…) pahtu ida ckp,

Ida : p la tgk dengan dia, mim.
Me : dia siapa?
Ida : La, A la. Siapa lagi.
Me : (terdiam)
Ida : takkan dia tak tengok kot. Loser bukan cerita jiwang macam valentine tu. Ni action movie. Mcm CSI, Combat. Takkan dia tak tengok. Try la ajak dia.
Me : Hmm, takpela. Terima kasih byk2 atas cdgn u tu… Ajak orang lain je la.
Ida : la, nape pulak???
Me : Takde apa la. Enough is enough la Ida. The current situation is getting worse k. takkan nak tmbh jadi worse. Biarla, I carik orang lain je.
Ida : La, pulak dh. Ajak je la.
Me : Hmm, takpe…. tak nak ajak dia. Biarla.
Suddenly, handset ida bunyi.
Ida : “weh ida! Kau pergi tgk iron man ke?”
Me : Siapa? Hush ke?
Ida : hmm….
Me : Hush la tu. Ajak la dia p ngan kita babe.
Ida : bukan Hush. Its him.
Me : Him? Him siapa? Takkan bf u plak.
Ida : Him la. Your admire.
Me : Erk? Siapaka?
Ida : saja je buat tatau kan. A la.
Me : (terdiam)
Ida : okay2, takpe. Jom kita p ambik adik i.

Lepas tu, otw nak p ambik adik dia. Kita orang ckp pasal wedding dress one of our classmate.

Ida : Kalau I kawen, I tak nak pakai dress babe…. I suka yang simple je. Tak nak havoc sgt. Biasa je. Tp still cantik n menawan.
Me : Kalau I nak pakai dress, memang takkan la. Takde size yang muat kot… Tinggi memang dh confirm2 tak cukup. Haha… (pahtu I diam).
Ida : Haha…
Ida : Babe? Lah, nape lak ni? Tetiba je diam?
Me : Teringat pulak. Huhu… ada orang pernah ckp kat I, lau I kawen pakai wedding dress I mesti cantik. Tapi I kena pakai custom made dress n bukan yang ready made tu. Huhu…
Ida : Siapaka? Ehem ehem… ;p
Me : huhu… I tatau la I yg perasan ke apa. or I confuse ke apa ke. Sbb sememangnya I takkan pakai dress masa akad. Gila apa… mau kena baling ngan mama. (Then I cerita2 punya cerita, terkeluar satu ayat neh :‘Pahtu, A ckp, “bknla I nk u pakai dress ms akad. I tgh ckp sal bersanding kan. Yg kawan I kawen tu pun, kita pergi ms hari persandingan dia kan.”’ – actually, ms ni tersebut nama A. huhu… terlepas…) then,

Ida : A ke yg ckp tu?
Me : (terdiam sebab baru terperasan dh terlepas ckp).
Ida : Alah babe, u tak ckp pun I dh boleh agak dh. Takde orang lain. Takkan ajmi kot. Dua kemungkinan jek. Fahmi ke A. N firasat I mengatakan tak mungkin Fahmi. So, it must be A.
Me : Huhuhu… suatu ketika dulu kot.. n I rasa dia tak maksudkan apa2 pun. Sj nk ckp t masa dia kawen, dia nk suruh isteri dia pakai dress kot.
Ida : (sekadar mengangkat bahu tanda malas nk continue)

Lepas tu kita orang tukar topic lain dn terus gerak g amik amri n Zatul n went straight to sunway pyramid. Ms carik parking, mmg tak rasa apa2. but once I enter sunway pyramid, all the memory on the 14th came back in my head one by one… not even any of it left behind… n that time, my heart feel like crinkled by something really hard n strong n waiting time to burst. But then, I keep on smiling to give some strength to me myself. Then, ida call n said she’s waiting at the cinema with amri n zatul. Once I step on the escalator to be up to the cinema, once again I feel the pain. Coz the place reminds me of da 14th. But then, I try to keep myself smiling. (biar orang lain nampak that im okay n happy). Trying not to show how I really felt inside is really really hard. But then, lupa jap sal memory on da 14th tu sebab ida, zatul n amri keep making jokes n cheering me up (eventho they don’t realize that). Then, meeting up ajmi n fahmi somewhere then we decide to watch the skaters on ice. That time, the pain came again but I try not to think so much bout it. The 6 of us have an eye on the ice floor down there (but this time, I cannot afford not think bout 14th memory. So I decided to move away but then, ajmi ask me something n I cannot move away). Then, we go to Jco. And luckily we didn’t use escalator to go down. Instead, we use elevator. N luckily we didn’t take the New Zealand Ice-cream path n we use Mc D path. I was relief back then. If we use New Zealand Ice-cream path, surely the pain will come again. Huhu…after buying the doughnuts, we went to mc d to eat. N at this one moment, amri mintak izin lari kejap to smoke. N the memory hit me again. OMG, seriously… I think I was crazy. The memory keep on hitting me tanpa belas kasihan. Hati saya pun dh makin remuk n remuk n remuk. Tapi those memory tetap serang saya tanpa henti. Nasib baik saya ada lima rakan yang selamatkan saya daripada kena serang ngan memori tu (walaupun mereka tak sedar benda tu… huhu..)

So, this are all… huhu… Tatau kepada siapa lagi nak share perasaan di dalam ni… Actually, tak nak lah bebankan orang lain dengan luahkan pada mereka. Cukupla diri sendiri merana. Maybe cerita jugak kat orang lain, tp tak semua kot. So, precious crown is one of the way to share what I felt inside… huhu.. sorry for those yang baca coz I’ve taken tooo much time of urs to read this… u can just ignore if u want to… takde paksaan nak baca ke tak.. Hehehe… apapun, my new prinsip now, hadapi dengan senyuman… sebab senyuman boleh buat orang lain gembira n give some strength to ourself….  so, senyum bila ada rasa susah hati, insyaallah, rasa susah hati itu akan kurang or move away… Last but not least, hadapi dengan senyuman… *smile* =)

Before You Say "I Do"

- In an attempt to stop the love of his life marrying the wrong man, George travels back to her wedding ten years previously.-

This is a great movie drama I saw last night on Hallmark… Seriously it was great… the title itself had attracted me to watch it from beginning until end… n after watching it, I really had the satisfaction of the chronology of the story….

This drama is about George who tend to marry a woman named Jane and he worked as advertising executive in one advertising department. Actually, Jane had once before getting married to a guy named Doug. But on their pre-wedding ceremony, Jane caught Doug having sex with the wedding planner in their honeymoon suit. And worst, Doug winkle his eyes to that wedding planner when he try to put the wedding ring on Jane’s finger. So after that, Jane decided not to continue that wedding with Doug. Ten years later, he meet George n they planned to get serious in their relationship. But, on George n Jane’s engagement day, something happen. Jane’s nephew n nieces told her what their mother n father told them about their Aunt Jannie. Its all about bad thing on her previous wedding history. They even told their children not to buy any wedding present for Jane’s second wedding until a year after that incase Jane’s cancel her wedding again. Jane was influence a little bit by what her nephew n nieces had told her. Then, when its time for George to make a toast, Jane actually was interrupted by few guest. “She is too old for a wedding dress.” “Yeah! I hope she didn’t choose white this time.” And many more bad things about her second wedding. She start to think it all over whether it is right to marry George or not.

On the way back to sent her home, both of them talking bout their relationship n future wedding ceremony. They had one reliance : when the traffic light is turning from yellow to red, u make a wish that time n u manage to get through it, your wish will come true. This time around, Jane make a wish but I didn’t remember what was the wish. (but the wish didn’t come true). When they reach Jane’s home, they hug each other and that is the time when Jane pull out their engagement ring (her grandmother’s ring) n put it into George pocket without George realizing it. Then, George go back to his office to finish some work with his buddy, Harvey. After a while, George start to think about Jane because she did promise to call him but she never did. George checked his voicemail and there is one voicemail for him from Jane. This is when Jane made a decision not to continue their wedding and relationship because of her past history. George was worried n try to see Jane. On the way, the traffic light was turning from Yellow to Red and this is the time when George wish to meet Jane before she get married with Doug. And he didn’t manage to get through it. George got caught in accident. But yet, when he was conscious, he actually return to the year 1999! 3 days before Jane’s wedding. This is the climax of the story when George is actually trying to compete with Doug to have Jane as a wife in 3 days time.

And the conclusion, yes!!! George manage to have Jane as his wife before Doug…. Huhuhu…. Seriously, I love this movie sooooo much…. You guys should go and watch it yourself and leave comments to it right…  this movie is really great… the chronological of the story, the role of the characters, and everything was awesome!!!~ so, njoy the great moment in this movie… =) _Before You Say "I Do"_

JODOH~

hye there, peeps... been quiet for quite a while.. ehhe... on 18042010, i juz came back from PD for a Family Day.... walaupun family kita orang dtg lambat coz ive test on saturday n my sibling also have kursus kepimpinan or what so ever.. uhuhu..but then, we njoy ourselves there... :) actually, this family day is under my dad's department... last year, kita orang sefamily dh g... n this year was the second year kita orang pergi join the activity... nak dijadikan cerita... masa tahun lepas, i suka tgk tis one guy... entah nape.. but then, masa kat PD last year, my eyes keep on sticking at him.. hahaha... (gatal mode... ;p) masa tu tatau nama dia sapa, kerja ke student ke... just tau dia tu anak siapa... heheh.. dia jadi mc untuk dinner last year.. sejak tu suka sgt tgk dia... suara dia n the way he handle the program was reallly reallly superb... dia bisa hidupkan suasana ceria kat dalam dewan tu... sewonok sgt... dn tahun ni i am actually expecting him to be there as well n yes, he was there... ;p (gatal mode, second version. :D) masa sampai malam tu, our family tak masuk pun dlm dewan tuk dinner sebab mmg dh lambat sgt... so we decided to eat at the restaurant somewhere nearby... then, pagi esoknya baru nampak him.. heheh... last year, dia tak cakap pun ngan mama i... but this year, siap bergurau senda segala bagai... musykil i.. hahhaa... dia siap amik gmbr kita orang n all that stuff... yela, the ice had been broken kot.. hahah.. sekalinya, baru dpat tau yang dia work under my mum currently.. as a dj... hahah.. lucu siot... n her mum was my dad's staff... ngahahha... lucu2... okay, nak dijadikan cerita lagi.. me n him actually tak pernah cakap pun... entah nape tadi ringan jek mulut nk senyum kat dia n he smile back to me... hehe.. byk kali jugakla,di mana ada i.. di situ ada dia.. ngahaha.. (mode perasan jap.. ;p) ada la satu game neh, i kena paksa main sebab tak cukup orang eventho my age was over limit... hahaha.. but then, i try the game... saja, just for fun kan... n the game was, cari gula2 dlm tepung.. ngahhaha... teringat balik zaman kecik2 dulu.. hehe.. biasalah lepas main game neh, sure muka macam apa kan... tak yah pakai any foundation, foundation kaler putih gading tu yang paling baik.. haha... seriusly muka i comot nak mampus... pahtu dia leh ckp : pose n smile... gila kejadah malu masa tu.. ngahah.. (sewel)... but then, buat tatau je la... hahha.. at this one time, i duduk kat satu wakaf.... n he pun macam nk g kat tempat yang sama... tp sebelum sempat dia sampai, her family (rasanya la or babysitter for his sister or sort of)dtg bawak anak saudara dia.... dia pun tak jadilah nak pergi kat wakaf tu... then, tetiba pulak this aunt panggil dia... then dia datang n main2 ngan anak saudara dia then tetiba dia berdiri kat depan i (tp bagi belakang dia kat i la)... i dok pelik tp buat biasa jek... but then, dia nak smoke, dia terus pergi ke side lain..(mcm tau2 i tak suka rokok..heheh..) lepas tu dia senyum kat i, i pun senyum la balik... then, dia ada cakap something.. but then tatau dia ckp benda tu kat sapa (coz i dont really get what he try to say actually.. hehe...) n aunt tu pun jawab (so, i guess he actually ckp benda tu kat aunt tu...hehhe..) few minutes later, my mum dtg... dia ckp, boleh nak mandi laut tp sekejap jek... then, adik i ajak mandi kolam... terus mama ckp, tak leh mandi kolam sebab kena bayar... huhu... then dia menyampuk "kak, boleh jek mandi kat kolam tu.. lau kata dia suruh bayar, kata kita ni under putrajaya..." then dia tanya i "nak mandi ke?" i tak reply... i gtau mama ckp i nk mandi laut jek... then dia senyum... i senyum je la balik... tak rugi apapun kan.. hehhe.. lepas tu mama ajak i g amik air kat wakaf satu lagi... dia pun gerak sama.. tp dia sampai dulu n terus amik air n sit down... me n mama pun amik air n gerak... lepas tu we had our lunch together... ms i ngah undur kereta, dia pun actually undur kereta... hampir saja bontot kereta kami bercium... ngahah... then, dia bg way untuk i gerak dulu... i park kat depan dewan n tepi... suddenly dia datang, dia terus masuk kat tempat parking exactly depan dewan tak jauh dari kereta i... actually, dari masa i dok reverse keta, n him pun buat yg sama, mama dh mula bercakap sal him... sampai kat parking tuh, mama ckp "tgk dia.. slumber jek...parking ar kat sebelah dia.." <<< tatau apa motif mama i suruh wat camtu... nasib bek i tak follow... sebab, by the time i nak masuk, orang dok sebut sal kereta dia, dia terkocoh kuar dari dewan... n dia alihkan kereta dia n park his car just right beside my car... within that time, dlm dewan, i duduk kat area family dia since kerusi lain dh penuh... suddenly aunt tu tya mak dia,
aunt : mana dedek?
his mak : dedek kena alihkan kereta... kenapa?
aunt : takde apa... (tp masa ni, i tgk aunty neh... dia tgk bg sign mata kat mak dia... n tgk2 i... tp i tak fhm apa maksud dia.. so, i bwat tatau je la..huhu..)

nak dijadikan cerita lagi, masa mkn tgh, my mum keep on cerita sal him n his family.. (dia baikla, dia sopan santun la family dia sgt rapat la apa la... bykla my mum cerita sal dia n family dia.. huhu..) then, tibalah satu acara cabutan bertuah neh... ada satu balang yang berisi nama setiap mereka yang ada di dalam dewan tu... so, one of the cabutan sebut nama "K..... F....." ms tu i tatau nama pnh dia apa... hanya tau nama belakang jek.. ms nama KF neh kena sebut, mama siku2 belakang i... pahtu i toleh, mama senyum n bg sign mata ke arah him.. (seriously, ms neh i tak fhm perhaps sampai skung pun tak fhm apa yng mama cuba sampaikan.. tis time, mama cam hepy gila...nk kata mamat tu dedicate lagu ke apa, tak de pulak.. mamat tu amik hadiah cabutan bertuan jek, yang langsung takde kaitan ngan i... tp lepas tu, i wat tatau je la..)

dh settle makan2 semua... so tiba masa untuk pulang... ms semua orang sibuk nak balik, dia tgh nyanyi karok... then i have to wait for my dad dulu... since my dad nak pastikan semua orang balik dulu... mama ajak i g tak jauh dari stage.. i pun pelik kenapa but still ikut jugak.. then, dia ckp kat mama "kak, balik dah?" mama : aah... nak balik dh... stay nak karok ke? him : "aah..kena paksa duet pulak kak.. HEheheh.." pahtu mama senyum2 kat i.. (tatau apa maksud senyuman mama, then buat tak nampak je la.. huhu..) lepas tu, he smile to me... i senyum je la balik.. then, i g kat anak saudara dia... aunt tu yg bawak baby tu.. i cubit pipi budak tu terus aunt tu suruh baby tu wave kat i sambil mulut dia sebut bye... i pun keluar dari dewan n masuk kan brg dlm kereta.... pahtu, baru terperasan that he parked his car just right beside me... byk g kot tmpt lain.. ngahahha...but then, tak kisah la...so after semua dh settle, kita orang gerak balik... dlm keta, mama ada sebut jugak sal dia.. but then, both me n my dad keep on silent (coz i tatau nape mama keep on talking bout him.. huhu..)

malam tu, i bukak facebook... n terperasan that one of our senior back in kolej dh kawen... kak Sha @ Ija @ Sharifah Khadijah... huhu.. so i bukak pic kawen dia.. suddenly i terperasan dia ada amik gmbr ngan adik/kakak sh. mordiah... our family ada bau2 bacang ngan sh. mordiah... so i panggil my mum n ask her who is that... then, my mum says, it was Sh. Za'arah... n her daughter got married on january... then, i ask, "dia ni ke anak Sh. Za'arah?" then my mum said, not sure muka macam mana... but then, nama dia Sh. Khadijah.. n i ckp la mmg Sh. Khadijah pun nama profile neh...

mama : mudanya anak sh. za'arah ni kawen? berapa umur dia sekarang?
me : 26.. muda ke? macam mmg suitable age to get married...
mama : hmm, kira muda jugak la tu...

then, mama jln keluar from my room n stop kat pintu...

mama : sik sangka, dh tiba masa ma terima menantu... ("tak sangka dh tiba masanya untuk mama terima menantu.." kata mama... n actually this sentence made me terkedu... tuk pastikan that i heard her right, so i ask her back)
me : apa ma?

then, she ignore me n go straight outside my room then she came back n said

mama : sikda, sik sangka ma and aunty itot dh nak nerimak menantu... ("takde, tak sangka ma n aunty itot dh nak menerima menantu.." n i am still blurr with what come out from my mother's mouth.. huhu... susah nk hadam masa neh..)
me : huh?
mama : yalah, kamek orang gik huha huha juak bah... gk njoy... tp sik sangka dh nak nerimak menantu... ("yela, kita orang masih nk njoy tp tak sangka dh nak menerima menantu.." <<< seriously, i tak fhm apa maksud mama... adakah dia sudah bersedia untuk menerima menantu which means dia suruh i carik n bring back home n show her OR she actually have someone in mind to dijodohkan ngan i... huhu... terus i diam then dia pun keluar dari bilik i... i was actually cannot adapt ngan apa dia ckp)

actually, before this, my dad selalu suruh kemas bilit n kemas rumah... he said : kemas la bilik tu.. nanti mak mertua dtg, susah pulak... n seriously ms tu rsa takut sgt... byk kali abah ckp hal mak mertua nk dtg meminang la apa la... im afraid that they want to jodohkan me with sapa2... my mum pun before ne ada suruh kemas rumah n belajar masak supaya senang bila mak mertua dtg meminang... padahal that time, i was single n available (yet, skung pun sama.. huhu) bila mama ckp macam tu tadi, seriously i dh kaitkan apa mama ckp ngan situasi kemas bilik tu.. macam relate jek.. as if ada rahsia tersimpan dlm mereka about my jodoh.. ado, pening-pening... then, i relate lak kejadian mama siku i masa KF ambik hadiah tu (i terfikir sendiri, takkan dia kot yang nak dipadankan ngan i??) aduh, tak nk fkr la... kalau betul, sampai masanya mama akan gtau jugak.. tp tolongla jangan betul semua ni... nk jugak carik jodoh sendiri... (tp lau betul jodoh ngan KF, terima la kan.. just that tak suka bila dipadan2kan ngan orang lain... lebih suka benda tu jadi sendiri... huhu..)apapun, i doakan terbaik untuk diri i... semoga Allah temukan i dengan jodoh yang sesuai... Amin... huhuhu...